150 things I never said

# 12:we are done

I'll count to 10 and i'll say those

three words that will end this beautiful nightmare

1

I'm starting to count

my heart is pounding

a relentless way in which we have not seen before

In which i want it to stop but forge on I must

2 

3

Oh god I'm really doing this

my heart explodes from the smoke being shoved down my throat

5

oh wait I skipped four i guess i have to start over

.....

1

Remember your love

please remember it  

 don't make me say those three word

I cant do it

I cant say

chock on these words 

push it back down to the aybss

carve a smile on my face

and carve the words

it will be ok 

instead of 

we are over