When you I started to walk out I was upset about it all. Why me¿ why now? How? Was it my fault? Or was it just a mistake? Did I do it myself? Who? When? Where? And the biggest question why? I never felt so much pain in my life. I never felt so much hurt. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I have to be strong but it's hard to be strong when you alone. You believe ever lie. You trust everyone who's fake. Your the one who gets messed up. You love the wrong love. You make the wrong move. You say sorry but it shouldn't be you. It all start when you believe in the wrong and don't see the right. It's like a pain that doesn't go away it haunts you for days. Like a never ending line that goes for miles and miles never ending. The pain hit you your in a mood where you don't care don't want to care and don't need to care. Everything just a lie anyways. Just another pain. Just another heartbreak. I've been a little here there. But right now I have to share. With you everything that's going on all the pain. I'm tried. I'm ugly. I'm fat. I'm nasty. I'm hurt. I'm broken. I'm hurting. I'm crying. But in the end no one really cares. I'm hated right now. By a lot I have no friend that really care. Hate is the strongest word that everyone uses against me. Schools going to be hard to go back to. Knowing no ones there for you. No one cares for you. Yours just a joke. Another useless toy. Another piece to the players board game. But you let it happen it your fault. You let it happen. You make it worst by loving the one who hurts the most. But you always go back no matter. It's hard to let go when it's the best thing that happen to you in forever
But it's all the pain you put in a jar. You have to let it go. You have to be strong. Everything can be going wrong but you have to have your head up. No matter what there someone take cares. Someone loves you. You may feel like everything going wrong. But there away a right way. No one going to say something and it not hurt it's always going to hurt you. But it's how you handle it. guys have made cause everyone makes mistake everyone has pain.its how you handle it make different. Keep your head up. But there always something that will hurt you just when you think your fine your really not
