5 AM I wake up earlier than everyone else, as usual. Wake up RM then J-Hope, Jin, Jimin and try but always fail to wake up Suga, so I just leave him for Jimin to deal with. Somehow he finds a way to get him up. As long as they wake up in the time I don't care. I head to the showers and get ready for my morning. This morning we couldn't have our full breakfast due to the new member being introduced today. "I wonder how he looks like," said Jungkook.
Jin: everyone is thinking that too Jungkook
RM: hmm
J-Hope: I don't understand what the big deal with him is? It's not like we were introduced with a big entranced. (Rolled eyes)
Jimin: Aré you jealous?
J-Hope: no! It's just I don't get why all the mystery with him.
RM: don't worry about it, just go and do what you're told.
We head to our rehearsal room when we notice no ones there, RM tried to call our boss and see where they are. "There's too much traffic apparently they will be 10-20 minutes late, let's just practice for now," said RM.
" but won't we get sweaty and nasty for when we meet him?" Said Jimin. I thought the same thing but hey it's just sweat!
As we are practicing our choreography, our director walks in and we immediately stop, look up and greet him. He starts talking when all of a sudden the new guy walked in... my mouth dropped, I couldn't believe who the new member was. Kim Taehyung?!!! It can't be him! He moved to England years ago! As he walks closer to us it was obvious it was him. I try to hide behind J-Hope. The memories from boarding school hit me... will he tell everyone else? I can't go through that again (Jungkook starts to tear up as he hides behind J-Hope)
All the members are introduced by names and they shake his hand, first RM then Jin, Jimin, Suga, J-Hope and now me...
"And this is Jungkook, the baby of the group," said the director.
"H-hello, nice to meet you," said Jungkook, as he shook his hand and immediately walked off. V( Taehyung) gives a smirk as Jungkook walks off. "Hey, are you ok?" Asked the director.
"Yea... am good...I think I just got a few allergies " said Jungkook. RM quickly noticed that Jungkook wasn't being himself and was acting timid towards V. "Sorry about that he's not usually like this, he's been feeling a little under the weather lately" said RM to V. V looked at Jungkook and then back at RM, "it's ok, I think we're going to get along just fine" said V. Jungkook and V made eye contact for a swift second but Jungkook broke it when Joon grabbed their attention to get started with practice. Since Taehyung was just arriving the director told RM to just take the day to bond with each other and get to know each other more. RM took it as a surprise since the director hasn't acted like that towards any of the other members. Instead of complaining they thanked the director and showed V to his dorm. At the dorms, everyone had a bed buddy. We were 6 so each of us slept with another one. But since V joined now they were 7 and we had to vote who would get the solo bed. We put our names in a hat, shook it and Jin being the oldest took out a name. The person to get the solo bed was jin. How ironic?
Then it was our turn to take out a name and see who would get to sleep with who. Jimin went in first... "please get taehyun please get taehyun" jungkook repeated in his head. "Uhhhh I wonder who am getting?!?!?!..." as he opens the paper he looks at RM with a devilish smile and turns the paper to reveal RM's name on it. "Ahhhh yea! Come here Jiminy!!" Said RM. "Fuck! Ok still have 1 more try, two more tries!" Says Jungkook in his head. J-hope goes next and when he sees the name on his paper he turns it around with his cool smile to reveal getting suga. "No no no please no, we need to go again. I can't sleep in the same bedroom as him" this can't happen again" Jungkook panicked in his head knowing that he would have to share a bed with Taehyun. "Ok, that makes Jungkook and taehyung bed buddies then." Said RM. Jungkook shyly smiles at Taehyung and everyone moved their stuff to their now new rooms. There were 4 rooms in our dorm. Which had one bed each? I show Taehyung to his room wondering if he recognized me? I mean he had his smirk on his face! He has to remember you don't just smirk at anyone! Will he tell anyone? What if he tells the other members and they choose him over me.
We get to our room and settle down, we put all our things away in their place and establishing a line of what to touch and what not to touch. As of right now, he's acting normal. He hasn't made any moves on me or tried touching me. No hints that he remembers. Am glad, can't imagine going through all of that again. I said to my self as I plopped myself onto the bed when I hear the door closed as I look up I see Taehyung walking towards me. "H-hey, you should leave the door o-open, the hyungs might get the wrong i-idea". Jungkook stuttered nervously as he sees Taehyung Walking towards him. " everyone's door is closed they won't mind" says Taehyung.
As Taehyung gets closer to Jungkook, Jungkook begins to back up. "Well, w-what happen, why are you getting so C-close?" Said Jungkook. "Why? Hm! Do you think I forgot what happened in school years ago? Do you think I would let you off the hook like that? Jungkook you were the love of my life! How do you want me to forget about the way you made me feel back there? The way you touched me when we sneaked into bathrooms during class, your steep short breath as we went at it when I wanted to scream and moan out loud but you shut my mouth up because some of our classmates went in the bathroom. The hard poundings you gave me. You wanted me to forget how gentle you were with me besides being an asshole to everyone else? You want me to forget that? You left me alone all by myself when our classmates found out about us! You left me Jungkook all by myself. I was shamed by our classmates and my parents. I had no one to talk to. Because you were a coward!!" Said Taehyung with tears in his eye. But Jungkook could see something more than just tears, yes Taehyung was angry, upset you could see the feeling of betrayal in his eyes but right now he wanted desire, Taehyung was turned on. " lower your voice, please! Don't scream those words out loud! The Hyungs might hear from you! taehyung please lower your voice! What do you want? Please don't tell them, they are all I have." said Jungkook. "Don't worry they won't hear it from me, but you will..." Said Taehyung.Taehyung quickly grabbed Jungkook and forced him unto the bed, grasping his hands tightly so Jungkooks wouldn't scape him. All he wanted right now was for Jungkooks to love him. Jungkooks struggles at first telling Taehyung to stop he was afraid that one of the other members would walk in on them and he was afraid of the same thing happening again. As jungkooks failed to scape, Taehyung used his free hand and teeth to rip jungkooks shirt off, revealing his bare chest and abs. Taehyung stares at him mesmerized by his body. "I see you've been working out" Said Taehyung. He started running his fingers through Jungkooks hair slowly going down the neck reaching his chest while inserting his tongue into Jungkooks mouth. Their bodies were now growing with warmth, it felt like they were sweating off the hard feelings. Taehyung started playing with Jungkooks nipples. He knew that turned him on. Jungkook tried really hard to not show any emotions but Taehyung could see right through his tough face. As Taehyung was reaching his belly button Jungkook managed to flip over Taehyung and gain control of the situation. "You need to stop! This is not the time and place for your games. I don't want to take part in your games anymore!" Said Jungkook. "Games? This is what you think this is? You really think I would travel all the way back to Korea, practice and learn to dance my ass off to play some games with you?" Said Taehyung. As Jungkook tried to get off Taehyung body jin walked in. Spooked to see them in the position they were.
W-what's going on here?
To be continued...(Not my picture. Credit to the account @vkook_love.bts on Instagram.)
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Thanatophobia
FanfictionThis is a story about a huge secret 4 members from BTS hide. 4 Members hold a huge secret from their armies but due to their country rules they have no option but to hide it away from everyone except themselves. They dedicate their songs and...