It feels good when ur inlove. Everything seem so perfect, It's like ur always in a good mood every day. But it will get to the point where u are starting to think negative things, ur starting to get anxious. Thinking "when will this end?"
"Will I be hurt again?"
"Will I cry again?"
It's like every happiness have a painful exchange. A feeling where u don't wanna love anymore cause ur scared, scared that maybe the happiness u are feeling will hurt you.
