My last wish❤

Chapter 5

Inayat's POV
After juhr  namaz i feel relief but my head are full of thoughts so i decided to go outside. I took a shower, changed my clothes put my car keys nd out of my room. My mom asked me where i was going but i just told her that i will be back in couple of hours . I get into my white Audi Q5 and ran the car in full speed.My mind are still talking . After long drive i reached my destination it was quite silent  and peacefull..   There were hardly anyone. It's my secert place where i used to come when i am in stress aur feeling uncomfortable. This place give me calmness . I sit there for a while  and think alot about the things happened .I don't want to take addimission in  UCL .It not that i don't wanna study with ziya janam.But i can't accept any favour from Samar not now not ever .Even if have feelings for him, i can't take it for granted .It's just contrary to my self-esteem but Marziya is very stubborn. she doesn't  want to understand my point of view.She is proving me selfish but she doesn't understand what i feel inside. I am an independent girl. My parents taught me to stand on own feets since childhood .They have given me freedom to do my  decisions. I  never accepted anyones favour except my parents but i don't take any favour from others nd especially from Samar i dont want to think him that i am taking advantage of ziya's friendship or his money .My father was also a sucessful businessman but not comparing to him.He is  also rich enough to bear all my studies expenses but i don't want him to do. I want to learn by myself and he supported me completely . Accepting her proposal drag me close to him which made my heart more in pain. i am her sister's bestfriend in first place what else i expect. My head was going to exploded because my thought.I put my phone and made a call to dad for for his advice because he was out of country for business trip he pick up the call "asalamalikum dad "  i wished him "walaikumasalam my jaan how are you ?"he replied "Dad i want to discuss something with you." i said "Is anything happened ?"he asked as he recognised the stress in voice "umhhh "i was going to say but suddenly someone call him."My jaan i have to go. An important meeting is going on i will talk to you later nd if something serious talk to your mother i hope she will help you out ."he cut off the call. "Ohhhhh god ! What do i do ?"I shout in frustration nd then a  thought came up in my mind i put my phone and see in my contact there was a name displaying 'StupidCanadian' i made a call the bell rang noone pick the phone i tried again after full rang the call  was pick by someone i said "hello asalamalaikum " walaikumasalam warehmatullah wabaraqatahu. could you  tell me from where the sun rises today ?his husky voice irritate me most but beside him i have noone who listen to my problem pateincely without giving any judgements .He was Ibrahim waris , my first cousin and my childhood friend .He is two years 3months elder than me but we are like bestfriends although he lived in Montreal Canada but he is currently in itly for  his bechlors in architecture. He is most trustworthy person for me. Although he is very flirty ,yes he flirt alot i mean he can flirt 24/7 with  any girl accept me as he know if he only tried to i will broke every single bone in his body. I share my every problem with him and he share his  every crush  with me . whenever i stuck in something which is difficult to solve i ask his advice and he give me perfect solution for my problem. I did the same this time too ."Hellooooooo r u there?" he shout to see me so quite and i came back from my thoughts  "how are you" ignored his sarcasm " I am fine but you are not tell me what happened this time?" he recognised my tension.I sighed and told him everything in details "So your bestiee is forcing you to take favour but you didn't want it?"he asked me something." yess i did't want to break her heart as i love her like my sister "i added "okay no problem take her favor but  told her that you will pay your fee from your job later. In that you are not accepting anyone's favor you just agreeing for a deal " he said in explaining manner. I was truely  impress with his Wittiness but i didn't show him as i dont want to put him on a  pedestal ."okay i get it" i spoke happily.Now its my turn" how's your studies going? " i asked "its  going quite well.I have completed my course now its my training period.its quite interesting i love working here. i wished you could come and see the beauty of this country with your own eyes." I can sense happiness through his voice.He is person full of life and enthusiasm. He enjoyed his every second of his life, never regret for his decision.Like me he also learn to stand on his own feet. We understand each other without judging. We hardly called each other or met yet our bond is stronger more than anyone could imagine. We fight like couples ,love like cousins , care like family and support like bestfriends. Our relation are unique. It will not awkward to say that to see both of us like  this our parents thought that we are fall for each other and as we are  sole heirs of our family so they wanted us to get married but we disagree  simiutaniously we didn't want to ruin our friendship our lost our uniqueness of our relation. I thought stopped at his voice " heyyy you are lost in your thoughts againnnnnn........"he said pressing word again "haaa! no, no" i stummered "see you are stummering it happens when your mind with full of thoughts you are still thinking wheather  you should accept the proposal or not ? Don't worry it's just a favour why are you so worried about it." he said in questioning way." Because this favor is from Samar Ahmed god damn and i dont want to accept.i yelled and tears rolled on my cheeks...........................
To be continued........

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Heyyy guyzzz ,
Am so sorry for updating late but pleave for forgive me i hope u all like this part......keep commenting keep voting😇💞
Your loving Fatima