I will not hate myself but i will learn to love myself 💜

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A week past since the club29 meeting and I'm getting ready to pamper myself though I'm not the one who chose to do this it wuss the spamming off my friends who said I can just relax today thay actually blocked my access to the group chat If that's even possible ( I don't think it is ) I'm not sure y thay are doing this but I'm all alone in the big house by myself and I thought y not as I run my bath I can't stop the words my friend said at club29 you've never asked anything but I'm actually happy with my life the way It is right now so I can't think of one thing I'd want. As I look aroate oversized home I recall words I've been told as a child and still am ask y is you're home so big ?! Or you always ware such expensive clothing!its tru it might seem like I'm rich but in all truthfulness I've never thought as myself as higher ranking just because of my parents money I still treated people like I should and I've never bragged mainly because thare wuss nothing to brag about my parents never thought of themselves as rich ether to me we were just a normal family tho only reason I have all this stuff is because my family had a nice paying job and spoils us to much I don't think I'm rich and I don't wanna
( my bead)

 As I look aroate oversized home I recall words I've been told as a child and still am ask y is you're home so big ?! Or you always ware such expensive clothing!its tru it might seem like I'm rich but in all truthfulness I've never thought as myse...

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( ware me and my friends do most of are hanging out)

( ware me and my friends do most of are hanging out)

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(My walk in closet)

( my study ware I do art and homework)

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( my study ware I do art and homework)

( my study ware I do art and homework)

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( ware I do my makeup)

Though I do think my room is to big for one person but I didn't ask for my room make over when we moved into the 2 story house my room wuss already big and it would just look empty without decorations

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Though I do think my room is to big for one person but I didn't ask for my room make over when we moved into the 2 story house my room wuss already big and it would just look empty without decorations. I'm stripping down and slowly dip my food in the bath is smells amazing

Though I have a a big extravagant room my wash room is nothing but normal but this is my bathroom that's in my room my family bathroom is so extravagant that it actually pretty extra but my sister loves it I don't normally use it

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Though I have a a big extravagant room my wash room is nothing but normal but this is my bathroom that's in my room my family bathroom is so extravagant that it actually pretty extra but my sister loves it I don't normally use it. Sitting in the bath I slowly sink under just enough so that my nose wuss resting in the serifs of the warm water my knees to my chest I rest my arms on my shins my black hair like ink in water i am extremely tired now that I can feel it as my mucls relax I let out a sigh " this is nice " and for a while I felt calm my mind wuss blank with only the soothing hot water embracing me the sweet smell of flowers dancing around me I for once felt today at ease...but I said " for once ' so you know. The sound of my phone ringing made me snap out of my calming haze reaching out to the counter I unlocked my phone and listened to the voice on the other end " hay mirsy I'm so sorry to bother you! But um..we kinda have a thing going on rn it's important and you know we need you're opinion so if you can can you please meet us at the um "park"? " angle didn't even let me answer because he already hung up and I cut my relaxing day short but I will only do things like this for them

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