High School Day's.

Forgiveness or Hatred.

Sadie POV.
I had coffee with Lincoln this evening around 6 pm. And he told me. Liam is an illegitimate son! Not that I am ashamed but that he never told me. I am so disappointed in him.
"So? What can you say for yourself?" I asked him.
"Sadie......I am sorry. I have always wanted to tell you. But situations......."
"Situations? We were at the park last week Friday. You didn't tell me. Nothing was wrong! My phone was in airplane mode cause of the stupid guy that keeps on calling me! So? Didn't you have a chance?" I asked him. He was speechless!
"I mean.......I am so disappointed in you! I thought I was your friend! How will your friend...don't even know your parents? Family? But keeps on seeing only one who is Even your step brother!!" I said.
"Sadie. I am so....",
Does Kira know?" I asked him.
"Kira?......"
"Yes or no?" I asked him.
"Yes. She knows!" He said Dammy.
"That was your friend Liam not me. I am sure you told her before you guys dated. Then you would have been friends. Am I right?" I asked him.
"Yes!" HW said.
"Good! Thanks for showing I was nothing but just a girl you just have fun with! I am here because of fun right?" I asked him. Then turned.
"Sadie...." He said grabbing my hand.
"If you touch me!! I swear I will break it into pieces!" I said. He pulled me to his chest. Oh! Hard.
"Look. I didn't mean to. And I swear Sad. You are not for fun. You are really my friend. And I really like you. I wanted to tell you tomorrow!" He said.
"The....the thing that hurts the most is that ........I heard it! You didn't tell me yourself!! I....I am totally disappointed. Am I not good enough? Or is it because I am poor? Or because... Because of me, you were disgraced in front of the whole schoolboy collecting the filthy things for me?I am sorry I made you worry! But you shouldn't. I am the fun girl after all!" I managed to say. I felt dizzy and fell to the flood. I heard a voice call me.
"Sad.....Sad.....Sad...." I closed my eyes and I fell into a very big sleep.
I woke up feeling dizzy. It's in Liam's house. And morning! I have to go to school!! But how did I end up here in Liam's room? God! God! I hole it is not what I was thinking.
"Sad...you're awake!" I heard that voice. Then it's toured me. I felt sparks and sometimes I feel like I am a werewolf but certainty I am not! No doubt it is Liam! Who else. And I felt someone crying. Angel! And a girl in Red short skirt. White top and black denim jacket and black boos. Kira! And white crazy trousers and black top which says. 'oh yeah!'. Taylor. Funny I can know how they all dresses. And Angel in a black Flanders skirt. Blue top and red jacket that she rolled up to her elbow. I turned to see handsome Liam. In white top and stripped blue and white shirt that he unbuttoned and rolled up to his elbow. And black trousers. His hair is now scattered. Looks sexy!
"Why am I here?" I asked. I knew it can't be what I am thinking because everyone is gathered here! What's wrong?
"You passed out here I  Liam's mansion!" Kira said. I looked over at Liam. His eyes are swollen. He must have cried a lot because of me. Then everything came flashing back. From coffee with Lincoln. I drove to Liam's house. The argument. And yes! I fainted. Oh Sadie! Drama queen!!
"Are you alright? We heard from Liam. He said you fainted because of him." Kira said.
"I trust you!" I muttered. Tears came from my eyes.
"Oh Sadie. Don't cry!!" I heard Liam say.
"Jerk!" I said.
"I hate you!" I murmured.
"We will leave you guys! We have to go to school!" Kira said.
"Good luck on the contest!" I said.
"Thanks!" She said and they left. I looked at Liam.
"Can I leave now?" I asked him.
"Sad. We have to talk!" He said.
"I have nothing to talk with you!" I said.
"Yes you do! But even if you don't! I do. And I will not let it go because I like you!" He blurted out. I looked at him.
"Can you please don't complicate this anymore further?" I asked him getting out of the bed.
"Are you okay? Are you sure you can go now?" He asked holding my hand. I shoved it away!
"Can't you see that I hate you already?" I asked him. He looked down. I can see he is sad. If he really took me for being a fun person! He won't be downcast and all. But he is ready to tell me sorry and make sure everything is all right! But still he disappointed me!!! But at least he didn't lie or do anything wrong! And as friends we should know each others mistakes and acknowledge it! It's so hard to say but I think I might forgive this guy.
"Sadie......if their is anything iyou want me to do for you! Please I would do it!" He said.
"Get lost!" I said and walked towards the door. Again, it's locked. I don't want to look back because I am afraid I will go into his arms and weep. And probably forgive him. I am so complicated and I know! But it's not my fault. The thing is that I like him and that I can't be angry at him. I know and I don't want to lie. But he is sorry and I can see it true his eyes. I still didn't look back even though I have made up my mind.
"Liam........."
"I am sorry. I was about to get lost!" He said. Opened the door and left. What just happened? He want to  really leave? Because I told him too? I just implicated myself. What do I do? Should I run down there and tell him I like him and that I have forgiving him? Or that  I will stay here and pretend like nothing happened? Would I follow my heart? Or will I go with what I feel is right? Forgive or continue to hate? I sat down on the bed thinking. I felt dizzy. So dizzy. And the door opened and I saw Angel.
"Pretty face? What is wrong with you and Liam?" She asked.
"Nothing much!" I said.
"Wanna talk about it?" She asked me.
"Nope!" I said. As straightforward as ever!
"Okay! Feeling better? Hungry?" Ariana asked.
"Yeah! I want milk and cookies!" I said and the door opened and I saw Liam with a bag on his hand.
"After this! I will get lost!" He said. He gave me the bag and grabbed my cheeks.
"I like you Sadie. And no amount of things will make me lose you! But if this is what you really want! I will be very honored to make you happy. Cause I guess you are better when I am not around!" He said. Then pulled me closer and kissed me. Jerk! How can I tell him to get lost after this. I guess this is the last time. So it must be memorable. I wrapped my hands around his neck and kissed him back. Damm! Liam you are a very good Kisser! I like you!!! I wish I could tell you! I could really tell you! But I don't think this is the best time! I am sorry for hurting you and for doing this that are so dumb. I guess it will be better if I leave Alvaren and live at meemaws. Not Merlin but in Riverbank. I know I am stupid but High school has been complicated so much! And I just want to run away!!! So far!! It's so bad but I want to. I will. He wanted to pull away but I  dragged him back. We landed on the bed. And I heard the door sound. Ariana slipped away? Great choice.
"Sad...." Liam said.
"Yeah!" I asked.
"I don't understand! Why?" He asked me.
"Sorry!" I said and we pulled away!
"I am sorry cause of your mother. My greetings to her. Bye!" I said and ran outside. That word. Bye is so heavy. I saw Ariana run behind me.
"What the hell is wrong with you? You are so complicated! You love him!! Why don't you tell him? Dummy!" She said. Handed the bag to me and walked into my car.
"Come in!" She said. Guess she's driving now. I got into the car and I checked the bag. It's milk and cookies!!!! On the milk it says
"I am sorry for hurting you! Please forgive me!" I cried. I cried hard! Dummy!!!! But I like him!! My lovely Liam! I looked at Ariana. She looked at me back.
"So what's up with your small boy?" I asked her.
"Don't ask! I have been avoiding him." She said.
"Why? You guys did something?" I asked her.
"I don't want to talk about it!" She yelled.
"Sorry!" I said and started eating what my Darling gave me. Darling INDEED.

Liam POV.
I loose her! I really do like her. I checked the time! I am running late. I have to go visit no.. I went out to my car  to meet Lincoln and Nicolas. They were the ones that go with me.
"Hey guys!" I said.
"You look unhappy! Are you okay?" Nicolas asked.
"Nope!" I said.
"It's totally my fault! I didn't know you haven't told her. Isn't she your crush?" HW asked.
"Who are you talking about? Besides is this what you are wearing?" Nicolas asked.
"You can't know her one and two. I will to go change!
The ride to my mom's burial ground was so miserable. The two were playing songs and raps. While I am in the back crying. I remembered how Sadie's face was. She looked sad and disappointed. I am so sorry Sadie. I never meant to hurt you! I sighed and slept the rest.
"Mom! I wasn't able to bring the one I closed. But please help me. Help me find favor in her! So that she can forgive me! I am so sorry for rejecting you!! I hate this day the most. And now it is the worst day of my life. I love you mom. May you rest in peace. Thank you!" I prayed in my heart. Lincoln was saying.
"I don't know you ma'am. But I know you must be a very good person. Please......."
I am so sad today. If my mom didn't die. If not because of me. My mom won't die and if not because my mom died. This wouldn't have happened. And if she had just married Jonah! It'll be nice?! But now everything is difficult. I am so sorry Mom and Sadie! On our way back. I was looking and staring at Sadie's picture. So cute! I will never stop liking this girl. I know that! I like you Sadie Hudson. I really do! But my chance is gone. It can never be regained. It's better we go apart than hurt anytime we see each other. Guess I am gonna be new Liam starting from  now! It's gonna be tough. But I will do it. for Sadie's convenience and for my guilty heart too. She told me to get lost. Her request. And I will totally get lost. But i hope one day you forgive me Sadie Hudson!