The dominant one - Jeon Jungkook

II

Chapter two:
Anxiety attacks

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{Breathin - Ariana Grande}

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《Writing time: past》

"So.. we were like.. getting it and I told him that I would go down on him but the smell that came from that thing.." College ended after seven long hours of following class. All of my energy had been drained out of my dead body. Luckily, Namjoon was with me to help me out with the stuff I didn't understand and to get me through some of our shared classes.

"Look, Thalia, it's none of my business as in what you do outside of school but please don't hook up with every guy you pass by." His tone was soft and full of concern, however, I couldn't help but notice the way he judged me as all the others did. Feeling my muscles tense up and my mood deteriorate, I slammed my locker shut, throwing my backpack over my shoulder to make my way over to the school gate, not sparing Namjoon a single glare

"Hey!" I heard his voice rumble. "Wait, Thalia, wait!" Nonetheless, him reaching out to me, I kept walking into a straight line, slowly blocking his voice out of my mind. Anger was boiling at the pit of my stomach that it came to the point that if it was possible, smoke would come out of my ears.

Even though I knew Namjoon didn't say something like that to hurt me but to protect me instead, it all just crushed my heart, only reminding me of that monster.

I trudged along the pavement at a sedated pace, my mind focused on the gentle footsteps that seemed to echo throughout the narrow, desolated streets.

"Noona!" I heard someone call out for me. Before I turned around with the help of my heel, I plastered a fake smile over my grimmy one. A male, younger yet taller than me, appeared out of nowhere. His teeth were getting showed off because of the pure smile that lingered on his lips. It made my heart skip a beat and clench to see someone being genuinely happy.

He walked beside me, eyeing me from time to time without exchanging a word. Based on my mood, I was afraid to snap at the innocent kid who wouldn't dare to hurt a fly.

"I wanted to talk to you about the project," he said, his voice full of confidence. I turned my head to the left, meeting his eyes immediately to tilt my head to the right.

"Really? Why?" I honestly wanted to go home, throw my backpack onto the ground and fall on top of my bed to take a nap. It had been a long time since I slept properly. School was being a pain in the ass and crying myself to sleep became a habit, only to wake up the next morning throwing up as I wished something bad would happen so I didn't have to go to school.

But unfortunately, I was still alive.

"Yeah. It's quite big and we may have finished the first part, but we have eleven more parts to go. Exams are around the corner and I would appreciate it if we could take the time to work on it after school if you're okay with that." He showed me a sheepish smile, making me shake my head while a smile crept up my lips.

"Alright then, bunny boy," I named him based on his front teeth that made him look like a total bunny. "See you tomorrow!" I ruffled his hair before sprinting my way away from him. Jungkook stood there, his eyes widened as his body stiffened. His hand made its way to his head, brushing his hair back in model before blushing intensively.

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Entering my house, I threw my backpack onto the ground, sighing as I immediately walked towards the kitchen to grab an apple. After running it under cold water, I took a bite out of it while jogging my way up to my bedroom.