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She Thinks She's Ugly

She thinks she's ugly

Then it makes me feel worse, because someone so beautiful thinks they're nothing.

How can someone so smart call themselves dumb? When really it's the girl she might know and love.

She cut herself probably everyday, guess she was blind of the people telling her it'll be ok.

And that one girl online, texting her all the time. "Hey, how ya doin? Are ya alright?"

Never got her messages, the girl started to worry, thinking that she killed herself, she was in a hurry.

The girl texted again on the message board "hey where are you? Hope you're ok."

She snapped at the girl a few times, and let the times she tried just slip by. The time the girl had away from her, the girl got worse and worse.

The person who seemed to understand the girl the most hated her and she didn't really know.

Then that one faithful day, the girl went back and they both became friends again.

The girl doesn't know if it's still really true, she's suspicious but she knows it'll be over soon.

She gets Suicidal and starts posting how she wants to kill herself, the girl jumps in and says "if you do I'll follow right after."

The girl worshipped her, like she was god and the girl was the creation. She wrote a Suicide note, posted it on her Message Board, it went viral.

The girl started freaking out, texting and spamming her Iver and over again. "Hey hey! Please don't do it I bet you!" By the time she answered

It was to late..

The girl out on her board "I must follow after her. I refuse to be alone with out her."

That's when the girl took her last breaths, giving the reason out plain. It was such a stupid thing but you have to admit.

She seemed devoted and really looked up to her.

She tried texting the girl and she never responded again, and now she starts crying again.

A friend that cared about her, was wiped away clean because of her Suicidal message.

The girl got worried and thought she killed herself, so she decided to follow after.

She texts her deceased friend one last time,
"Centurian why'd you have to go and do it? Just remember that it wasn't worth it.."

She cried softly, why did this happen? Though the girl seemed a little happier, the girl didn't have to suffer any longer, and she hoped this'd make her friend stronger.

A few months pass and with out a good reason to stay alive, she lost her fight, even if the others were there, there was no one compared to the girl with the brown shirt hair.

She texted the girl before it was then her time

"I'll see you soon, goodbye..."

"And by the way .... I'm sorry..." Barely without a word, a text came back suddenly it surprised her.

"It's ok, Ciara no need to worry! I'm fine and happy if you couldn't see! She told me to tell you she said hi. And my aunt Alice said you were alright. I'm watching over her for you, until you turn up here. But don't make it so soon."

"Don't come here in a hurry, just take your time, I'll tell you when to come up steady. Right now is not the time, not your turn to die, just wait here for a while. I'll come get you soon, maybe in a year or two."

The final day finally arrived, the girl was the guardian angel, she came like she said she would. She died peacefully in her sleep, she died at 60 years old.

She lived a good long Happy life, yet she never forgot about her friend, noticing she was going up to heaven.

She waited, and anticipated the moment she could see the friend, that was oh so devoted.

They finally meet at last, a happy ending, they are all young again. Back to the way things were supposed to be, you can Juby, Centurian and Gomonie.

They're hanging out happily, joking and memeing around, let's let them be.

            She Thinks She's Ugly.