My One & Only Thug

Hurt

* Nadia's Pov *

{ School }

As soon as I stepped foot in the school all eyes were on me! Jealous bitches were giving me death stares. The niggas couldn't keep their eyes off me. I mean what can I say I'm a bomb ass bitch! I walked down the halls looking for my homeroom when something knocked me on the ground.

Damn that shit hurt!

"damn watch where the fuck your going" I got up & looked up to get smart but when I seen this person I couldn't get words out of my mouth! there was this bomb ass lightskin standing in front of me with some bomb lips & a fresh cut with somewhat curly hair. Damn the things I would do to this dude. Let me stop! " Um I'm sorry but the last time I checked your stupid ass bumped into me so you can miss me with that shit" I said in the smartest way possible & walked off. I hope I bump into him again that nigga was fine.

I finally found my homeroom so I just picked a seat & sat down. I felt somebody tap my shoulder so I turned around & seen the bombest light skinned girl I've seen yet. I guess I can talk to her.

Me:" uhh hey"

??: "hi my name is Jordan Harris"

Me: "oh well it's nice to meet you Jordan!" I usually don't talk to people like this so I guess I'll be nice for a while.

Jordan: "you are a bad bitch but I never seen you around are you new?" Damn I can already tell that I'm gonna get along with her!

Me: " um yeah I just moved here yesterday! & thanks girl you are a bad bitch too!"

we got to know each other alittle but more but the bell rang before we could finish. but the best part is that it me & Jordan have every class together so we became really close. I walked to lunch with Jordan & the best thing happened! That lightskin that had the fucking nerve to get smart with me walked up to me & put his arm around my shoulder.

" my name is August & I'm sorry that I acted alittle bit disrespectful earlier today ma" he said with a chuckle. thats so sweet but wait a minute..did he really just call me that? oh no I don't do that! "uhm that's okay August but I have a name & it's not 'ma'" I said while moving his arm from around my shoulder. I don't know why but this dude got me feeling some type of way already. I didn't think he was going to respond but I guessed wrong. " well you wouldn't mind telling me your name would you ma?" he said with a smirk. I'm just gonna let that slide like I didn't even hear that. I found myself lookin at his nice pink plump lips that I just wanted to kiss. hold up wait did I just say that? "uhh m-my name is Nadia Pratt" did I just stutter? I was about to walk away with Jordan but he pulled my arm back & said "A beautiful name for a gorgeous girl" oh my gosh that was so sweet! I was about to open my mouth to say something but Jordan opened her big ass mouth & got smart with him " boy if you don't get your light skin ass out of here flirting with my bitch like you don't have hoes to go fuck" & with that she pulled me away and went to go get good. I can't believe she just said that to him! " uhm Jord why did you just say all of that to him? Don't you think that was rude?" I said trying to hold in my laughter. she didn't say anything back she just gave me that 'I know him better than you do' look. That's all she had to do & I didn't say anything back.

{ After School }

The bell finally rung so I could take my ass home to sleep. While I was in my last period of the day I couldn't help but notice that I was thinking about August the whole time. What is he doing to me? I really hope I'm not catching feelings for him. But speaking of August his black ass is leaning on my car. I just got that shit cleaned & he is putting dirt on it. "Umm excuse me but you are blocking my way & I would like to get home so I can take a fucking nap." I said as I pushed him out the way. Mane I'm rude as fuck! Before he could say anything I drove off. I know he's a thug that's not hard to see. I also know that I'm playing hard to get but he looks like the type to just fuck & duck. I want somebody that's not like that. I really hope my grandma is home when I get there cause I don't feel like cooking anything & I'm starving. When I got home my grandmas car was in the driveway but the door was unlocked. That's not like my grams she always locks up when she gets inside. She even left the tv on. " grams where are you" I yelled while turning off the tv. Mane what the fuck could she be doing. I went up to her room & went in.. I couldn't believe what I saw. My gram was lying on the floor..dead. " no no no please grams wake up don't leave me" I cried out while holding her in my arms. She's the only family I have left. " come on grams don't leave please I'm begging you" I couldn't believe this why did she do this! The only person I have left is gone & isn't coming back. My life is ruined! I seen a note lying on the floor so I opened & it said " Dear HoneyGirl, I'm sorry I have to leave you like this but it's time for me to go. I was on my last stage of cancer. I couldn't fight it anymore. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before but I didn't want you to worry about me. I knew it was my time so that's why I moved you here. I payed off the house for you so you don't have to worry about anything. Your parents wanted me to do this. I know you're probably crying your eyes out right now but look on the bright side I'm not in pain anymore I'm happy with god. Just remember that you are a beautiful , talented girl. You are fearfully & wonderfully made babygirl! You will go somewhere far in life with that beautiful voice you have! I love you HoneyGirl. Always & Forever. Take care of yourself. - Grams <3" by the time I finished reading that letter I was crying my eyes out. I'm going to miss my grams so much. Now I have to live in this big house by myself. I feel as if my heart has shattered into pieces. I can't live this anymore. What am I supposed to do??

~ August Pov ~

Whats up my niggas, as you already know I'm August Alsina. I'm 18 , I'm about 6'4. But mane I can't stop thinking about Nadia, she got a nigga sprung. At first I just wanted to fuck & duck but now I want her forreal. A thug never loves so I'm not saying that I love her right now. But damn I want her! I wanted to talk to her a little bit more so I waited for her by her car after school. You're probably wondering how I knew which car was hers. Well I'm a thug & I know about everybody. I just like everything about her. The way she plays hard to get, the way she walks , talks , just everything about her is perfect & I'm going to tell her that when she comes to her car. The bad part is that when seen me she got smart with me & pushed me out of her way & drove off. She didn't even give a nigga a chance to fucking talk. She's so got damn bitter I can't fucking stand it. But she'll change when she gets this dick. But seriously Im going to have to work hard to get her ass to be mine. I noticed she dropped her purse so being the nice guy I am I'm going to follow her & take it to her. I didn't want to make it seem like I was a fucking creep so I waited for like 30 minutes before going in. She got a nice ass house. I walked up the stairs & was about to knock but the door was open. Who the fuck leaves there door wide open like this? I decided to just walk in , I called her name but she didn't answer. I started making my way up the stairs when I heard somebody crying. I followed the cries until I reached the room & then I saw my beautiful Nadia crying her eyes out with her grams laying next to her dead.. Mane what the fuck do I do? She was reading a letter & then the crying got worse. I ran over to her & wrapped my arms around her. " it's going to be okay baby I promise" I said to her. Dang she got a boy becoming soft over her. " no it's not August. She's gone forever. I lost everybody that ever loved me. Didn't god think that I was going through enough when my parents died 2 months ago? I can't take the pain anymore." she managed to get out through sobbs. Damn I didn't even know this shit. No wonder why she's so fucking stubborn. Before I was about to talk I lifted up her chin so I could look right inherent beautiful brown eyes. "Here goes nothing.." Listen to me Nad, you are going to okay! I'm going to be here for you whenever you need me you wanna know why? Because I'm falling for you. I don't care if we just met or not. Any nigga would kill to have somebody like you. You're beautiful. & I mean that with everything. You will be okay." & with that I got up to walk out the door so she could be alone but she stopped me. " August wait, will you stay with me please? I don't want to be alone?" she said with tears still rolling down her face. I just can't leave her hanging like this I gotta help her. I walked back over to her and picked her up & went to her room. She called the people to come pick up grams from the house now we were just lying in her bed. It was silent until she spoke up " August I really appreciate you staying over here with me. At first I thought you were some jerk but now I've seen your true colors now." What's she trying to say? While looking in her eyes I said " Nadia listen I really like you. I don't care if I just met you, you mean a lot to me already. I know you haven't had a happy life so far but I'm willing to make it better if you just give me a chance." She just looked at me & before you know her soft lips crashed into mine. I never felt this kind of kiss before. It was so passionate, I felt the sparks & I know she did too. We had to pull away to catch our breath but as soon as we did she said " I wanna be with you August. But I need to see that you really want me." Now that I know how she feels I'm going to show her that I want her to be mine. I'm going to drop all these ratchet ass hoes just to be with her.