"Hey Trevor, you made it!" Yells Kian, who was in the pool with Ricky and Sam. JC was sitting with his feet in the pool with Lia, of coarse, and their other friend Dominic was chilling with then to. As we walk closer, the boys realize that I'm with Trevor.
"Who's this, Trev?" Asks Jc, putting his arm around Lia. God, she's so pretty, and not to mention skinny. Trevor deserves someone like her, not a chubby, short, average-faced girl.
"This is Jessica. Jessica, this is everyone." Trevor then pulls me closer to the pull and motions to everyone with his free hand. I then just realized that we were still connected, holding hands, with our fingers intertwined. Was this normal? Wouldn't the guys think that we were like a thing if we were holding hands? I then just ignored it and waved to everyone and smiled. "Hi everyone!" I said, excited and happy to be here.
"I'm gonna show her around the house, ok?" Trevor than tuns me around and pulls me back through the door we just came from.
"You can let go now Trevor, I think I'm feeling better." I touch my free hand to the arm that's attached to my hand. He looks at me and says," Do I have to?" I look down as I blush and shake my head no. He then pulls me up the stairs to show me around.
"Here's the guest room. It's where I usually sleep when I'm spending the night." He pulls me with him to sit on the bed.
"Oh, a Temperpetic!" I say laughing as I sit down.
"I know right! It's awesome!" He then falls onto his back and lets go of my hand.
"Trevor?"
"Ya?"
"I think I have some explaining to do." I look at him and he seems worried at first, but then he slowly realizes what I'm talking about.
"I'm sorry about always changing the subject when my singing almost pops up. It's just that, no one knows I sing, and like to keep it like that." He then sits up as I say this and looks deeply into me.
"Jess, you're amazing! Why do you hide who you are?" I like how he called me Jess, my only nick names are J and Messie Jessie, so Jess is something just for us.
"Well, I get enough judgement as it is, and I don't need more of that." I feel my eyes begin to burn, and tears begin to build up.
"What do you mean?" Trevor leans forward and tries to see my face.
"You don't know how many looks I get in the hallways because of my size. I'm big, and no one wants to be friends with a big girl, unless they're like Chloe and James. I'm noticeable because I'm fat, and I don't like attention like that. And I don't want to be know as the over weight try hard who thinks she can sing!" I am no balling, my cheeks red and my lip quivering. Trevor looks like he is about to cry himself, and all he does next is open his arms. I collapse in him, and I lean my head on his shoulder and continue to cry. He strokes my hair and then pulls away so he can look me in the eyes.
"Jess, you are a beautiful girl, and you are not fat! You are talented and funny and you are a great girl. Any guy would be lucky to be able to call you his. And I never want to hear you say anything like that again. I'm sorry that people are bitches to you, that's wrong! But you need to know that you are beautiful, no matter what they say." He sings the last part and pulls my chin up with one finger. All the new compliments made my head sink. but he wanted to see me rise. He then begins to wipe away my tears, and he places my lose hair behind my ear. He then strokes my cheek with him thumb, and leans in. I start to lean in, but right before we meet in the middle, Kian yells," Look at you Trevor, get some!" He and Sam run into the room and tackle Trevor on the bed. He starts cussing at them, and I slowly walk out of the room and find the bathroom to fix myself up.
Trevor did a good job of fixing my tears, and the puffiness of my eyes was gone. But my make up was awful. I pull out my bag and fix my mascara and eyeliner, and then find my way downstairs to where Ricky, JC, and Lia are.
"Come sit with us, Jessica!" Says Lia, as she pats the towel on the other side of her. I smile and walk over and sit.
"So, how did you and Trevor meet?" Asks JC, as he grabs Lia's hand.
I thought about what I should say for a little bit, and then I went for it. "Um, I was downstairs in the music room at school, and he was looking for the recording studio, and I was working on some stuff. He heard me, and scared the light of day out of me when he clapped after I was done. I showed him the studio and the rest is history." I smile as I recall the real story. That was only 2 days ago, but it feels like I knew him before that.
"You sing? Well that's why you guys are so perfect!" Says Lia.
"What do you mean?" I ask, genuinely confused. This is where Ricky chimes in.
"You guys are the cutest couple!" Ricky says like its the simplest thing ever.
"But we aren't together. I just met him 2 days ago." I say laughing a little.
"But he likes you!" Screams JC. "First of all, he brought you here, and second, you guys were holding hands."
"We were holding hands because I was really nervous about meeting all of you guys. And he just asked me to hang out." I can't believe they think he liked me? I mean, sure, we almost kissed, but he just felt bad about my state. Right?
"Say whatever girl, but he likes you. We know Trevor." Ricky then swims away to Dominic after he says this. Right then Kian yells from the top floor, "Jessica! Come back up!" I then stand up and tell Lia and JC I'll see them later.
"He likes you!" JC yells as I walk into the house. I just roll my eyes and walk upstairs.
"Where are you guys?" I say as I get to the top.
"In hear!" Yells Sam.
I walk in to one of the boy's rooms to find Trevor being sat on by Kian and Sam while under the covers. "He's such a pussy." Is all Kian says while shaking his head. I can't help but laugh as I try to help Trevor. I push Sam to find him push me back. I then smile and push harder. I got him off and he rolled off the bed. "Ow!" Is all I hear. Then I see Kian smirk as Trevor moves the covers so He can see and breathe again. He smiles at me and I smile at him. I then turn quickly and get Kian off. I then run over to the other side of the bed and get in front of Trevor.
"Can't you see he's weak? Now he's a singer not a body builder. You boys should have known better!" I say this and we all begin to laugh. Trevor sits up and comes over to where I am and puts his arm around my shoulders. "You're my hero!" I then hug his torso and look up to find him looking at me.
"Now be a man Trevor!" Sam says and slaps Trevor in the face. I laugh a little then tough Trevor's cheek.
"Ya what he said." And Kian does the same exact thing as he leaves to. Trevor just flips them off with his other hand. I laugh and pull away.
"I'm sorry about those dicks." Trevor says the last word louder as to purposely have the boys hear him.
"It's alright. They're funny." I then grab my bag and begin to walk downstairs, but then Trevor grabs my arm. "Wait." He says," I have one more thing to show you." He then walks in front of me and I obediently follow him. He then brings me to a big empty room with just a baby grand piano. I gasp and run up to it.
"I think it's time you shared who you were with at least a few people." I turn to see Trevor walking towards me. "Just start playing your song, and they will hear you and walk in. I'm going to prove to you that you are amazing." He then hugs me and then says," Show then the Jessica I have fallen for." He pulls away and kisses me on the cheek. He then walks away toward the pool. I sit on the bench and I open the piano. I take a deep breath and say to myself,"It's now or never." I then play the first chord as if to say there's no turning back now.
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The Definition of Love-A Trevor Moran Fan Fiction
FanfictionWhat is love? Jessica sure doesn't know. She doesn't even love herself. She hides who she is because she doesn't want to be rejected for being herself. She's scared to show what she loves, and the one time she does-it's an accident. Trevor Moran se...