He {tries to} convince me

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Thump-thump

"Y/n......please,please,please,come on.....please come out.....babe please...."

It's been a week since we've officially broken up,he never fails to arrive at 5.30 in the evening with a shitload of roses.

You sigh and open the door,"Tae,plea-" he smashed his lips to yours.

You could feel the heat  rising to your cheeks and smack him abruptly "TAE WAT THE FUCK?! I TOLD YOU ABOUT SPACE BARRIERS BEFORE!!AND I DONT WANT ANYONE-ESPECIALLY YOU IN IT!!!"you screech a t him.

He pouts cutely,"but you love when I kiss you r-" you push your hand to his mouth.

"I used to....and you used me. So be on your way. "You shoo him.

You suddenly feel a slippery feeling on your fingers and find him licking them.

You blush and retract your hand, "Tae!!! I CAN FREAKING CALL THE COPS ON YOU SO FUCK OFF!!!!"

He sighs and grimaces,"same time tomorrow?"

You sigh,"please stop Tae...I.."you sigh once again"ok...."

He turns to leave but looks back first,"I hate seeing you like this....please come talk when you're ready..."

You slam the door and fall to your knees as tears weld up in your eyes....again.

You eye the bouquet carefully....a few carnations....mostly roses.....

You hated being like this....vulnerable....

You lay the roses with the others and walk into the bathroom,

You eye the blade on the counter and pick it up carefully....

pshhh....why careful? too many scars already....

You pull up your sleeve and eye your arm....

it was covered in scars....

you bring the blade close and cut.... it hurts less now.....

but the scars in your heart are still as painful as the day you saw him fucking another women.....it was still clear in your mind....

tears fell on your arm and it hurted....but not as much as your heart did...

nothing could compare to the pain in there...

nothing ever.....

and it will remain that way.....

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