Ch2

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I quietly sat on the bed as I waited for Hyunjoon to come back. Even If I could move, I wouldn't. I lifted my arm only for it to stop and cause the handcuffs to hit against the bed. The door opened and he walked in with a tray of things. "So, what was that about earlier today?" I looked at him with watery eyes. I wanted to be let go. I wanted my boyfriend, not this sicko. "You can speak." "It was an accident...Never smile without permission..." I eyed the tray and saw an array of knives that varied in size. He produced a gag from a drawer then put it on me. "We don't need people hearing you, now do we?" I shook my head then received a kiss on the forehead. "I love you. I'm doing this for us, okay?" I remained silent then received a kiss on the cheek. "Maybe I won't use knives..."

My body shook as his hands traveled over familiar territory. It wasn't the first time, and I knew it wouldn't be the last. "I'm going to take the cuffs off of you momentarily. Don't try anything." I leaned my body into him as he unlocked them. "Strip." I did as I was told then was handcuffed back to the bed. "God you're so beautiful..." I couldn't help but feel the sense of danger rising inside of me as he ran his hands down my sides and on the inside of my thighs while kissing my neck. I was disgusted by him. I was disgusted by myself for not doing anything to stop him. I was disgusted by the fact that my mind and body were torn between sensibility and pleasure.

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"Changmin..." I was tired. My cock was throbbing in pain. I wanted him to stop. He kitten licked my tip, causing pleasure and pain to ripple through my body. "Talk to me, Changmin." "Please...stop..." His soft eyes turned sharp. "What did you say to me?" He tightly gripped my cock, sending waves of pain through my body. "I dare you to say it again." I remained quiet. I felt weak. I wanted to cry. I wanted him to see that I wasn't happy. I wanted him to realize his mistakes and get help. "That's what I thought." I closed my eyes tightly, praying for the end of it to come soon.

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I quietly lied in bed motionless as he had attacked the entirety of my body. I couldn't even lift my arms. "Chang, get up." "I can't..." I knew it was stupid of me to answer him, but what could I do? It would be worse if he believed I was ignoring him. I felt him lean me against him then run his hand through my hair. "You must be hurting a lot." I relished in the feeling of his fingers in my hair then came back to my senses. This wasn't the time to be happy. "Look at me." I reluctantly did as I was told then felt his lips touch mine. I instinctively pulled away then soon regretted my action. "So that's how you feel, huh?" I was soon being dragged by my hair and was tossed against the bathroom wall. I only had a moment to breath before I heard water running.

"Hyunjoon, please-" "Shut up or else I'll make it longer." I shrunk back as he turned the faucet off. "Come here." I shivered as a cool draft ran over my naked body. "Kneel." As soon as I kneeled down, my head was forced down into the bathtub full of water. "You really are bold, aren't you?" He lifted my head then forced me to look up at him. "I'll make sure you won't be able to go to work tomorrow." "Joon...please..." A second time. A third time. Each time it became longer and harder to hold my breath. He sent my head under water a sixth time and I was positive that I'd drown right then and there. I felt water entering my lungs then my head was suddenly jerked back up.

"I'm not going to let you die." I coughed up water then heard the plug being pulled out. "We wouldn't have to do this if you'd just listen to me. I know what's best for us, for you." He squatted down then cupped my face. His hands were cold and uninviting. He pecked my lips then frowned. "Next time you refuse a kiss, I'll do more than sink your head in water." His words cut through me like a hot blade through butter. He smiled at me before letting me go. "I love you, Chang." I coughed more as there was fluid that remained in my lungs. Once more I had been locked in the bathroom, but this time I was naked. I wouldn't have been surprised if I woke up with a cold from yesterday's and tonight's events.

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I woke up then sneezed. I didn't know what time it was. I tried the knob. Locked. I looked out the window in an effort to figure out the time. A familiar tune played and helped me confirm the time. Hyunjoon was work. My stomach rumbled as I hadn't eaten for 24 hours by now. "I want to die..." I found myself repeating that statement and soon I broke down in tears. I couldn't stand living this way. Even if I did get away, where could I go? I had no connections. I thought heavily on ways to kill myself while Hyunjoon was at work. I wanted something quick, no matter how painful. I just wanted to break from this life I live.

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