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by ellabella32005

by ellabella32005

                                    
                                              Hey I'm Ella  I'm 14 years old. I don't have much friends at school... probably because I'm VERY INTROVERTED. I have really bad social anxiety. It sometimes get really bad where I just start crying  at lunch... and I can't stop... there is many other things like...Depression, self harm, anxiety,  and I 
Absolutely HATE my body. I look at some some of the girls at my school and I wish I was like them perfect, not afraid of everyone , confident, smart. I wish that my body wasn't a thing. I wish that I wasn't here. Like I was never a person. 
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                          I am I sister of 4 older brothers . I have 3 dogs and 2 cats. I have a Dad but I never really met my mom she left my dad when I was born.  I wish I could meet her someday. I wish I knew what she is like, or what she looks like, or why she left when I was born.

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Hi Guys! I hope you enjoy this book! It is my first book so it might be kinda bad... but make sure to comment!
Love you my____ what should y'alls names be?
                          And sorry this chapter is really short... like really short. Hopefully I will be writing more if you like the book! Comment if you want more!