Every love has its own mate .

Chapter 2

Nick POV:

Damn I know I fucked up this time journey will never talk to me again. Truth of matter i dont love this Brittney she made that stupid post.

I think I am going by Journey house &' fix everything I have to its only right.

Ten Minutes Later....

I use my key to her apartment that I paid for when we was still together.. That I still pay for. I walked in kitchen look in fridge a nigga was hungry saw some OJ i drunk some and walked to her room she was sleep her phone on floor and clothes. I looked at her and thought to myself damn I miss her laying up all night her telling me she love me and her playing with my eyebrows while I rub on her elbows.

I tapped her she shrugged her shoulders, I dropped my shorts to the floor and took off my tshirt m shoes and climbed behind her in bed. I swear I heard her whisper some but I ignored n drifted away cause in morning it would be hell.

Jordan POV:

I sat in my bed thinking bout Journey truth is I been liking her since eight grade year but was scared to tell her but she was different she was mature. I decided to call her and tell her goodnight every girl wants that...

"Hello" I said into the phone after the ringing stopped.

A dude answered, said "wassuh journey sleep who this"

I looked at my phone . I replied "Jordan tell her call me"

I thought i was tripping she just told me that she didnt have a boyfriend when I called her earlier maybe I was tripping maybe she wasnt the girl I thought she was.

Nick POV:

"Yo Journey who is this nigga calling you and shit" I was mad as hell. Niggas calling my girl late at night somebody got some explaining to do. She sat up and looked at me with a look like I had females calling my phone while we was in bed together. She sighed and turned away I got up and put my shit back on n grabbed my keys before I could leave.

she said, "where you going" I looked at her and turned away.

We wasn't together and hadn't been but might as well been we had a bond something special that i didnt have with brittney. She made sure I was straight and I made she was good in her own place.

I asker her in my calmest voice possible who was Jordan and why he calling her

she said, "a guy I knew from high school and i dont know why he calling me" and "since we asking questions if that your baby mama and you love her why you here?" I stood their with blank expression.

Journey POV:

"Just like I thought I yelled"! "You act like you wanna be with me and shit but post that shit get out my room dude", I said to nick. I rolled over and cried see I love him but I love me more I can't deal with pain I had to move on.

Two Weeks Later :

I hadn't talk to either Nick or Jordan I wasn't bother by it as much all week long but today was different I thought bout Jordan all damn day and it was getting to me so I called him.... My surprise he answered on first ring "wassuh ma" he said

I chuckled and said. "nothing I guess me playing hard to get wasn't working" he laughed and said "Naw" but it was cute but IMA hit u later kinda busy. *click*

I sat with a blank expression on my face just wondering what would life be like with Jordan but my phone rang snapping me out my thoughts.

it was nick texting me:

Nick : hey wifey I sorry I messed up I just miss us and tried to replace you but love u and be ready around 6 and love u princess

That made me smile but I always give in to his sorry and he better make it up so I looked at the clock realizing it was 4:33 I hoped in shower singing my song . Dried my body off and put on bra and panties and did my hair I curled my end and feathered my bangs and it was 6:01 I did quick eyeliner and mascara and went to my closest to find some to wear I pulled out my white skinny jeans And jersey and some Nikes and headed to door

I saw a standing dude damn he was fine I started to drip wet but it was nick he said baby stop staring come on let's go. I locked door and followed him to the car he wasn't the Fairy-tale gentleman I opened my door and got in push the start button on his 2013 infinite he got in put in Kevin gates CD and jammed all way to our destination.

We pulled up to a club and the music was popping hoes twerking and nigga choosing. I walked straight to the bar and got a sex on the beach and order nick vodka and cranberry juice. I looked up and saw Jordan coming my way. . . .

Jordan POV:

I looked up and saw Journey dancing at the bar but not to much but enough to make a nigga dick wonder what them hips do. I walked up to her but before I got close I seen a dark skin dude walk to her and grab her by hips n planted a kiss on her lip I was jealous I wanted to be one kiss her so I walked out club and to my car and left. I guess little miss playing hard to get wasnt playing anymore.

We not staying here, "I had to handle some business and I gotta drop you off okay baby don't be at me ima make it up to you" nick said to me

I gave him a look and said, "better yet ima drop myself off" I tipped the bartender and grabbed nick keys and left he followed but I locked car door and drove towards my place.

I was so tired of him coming over late hours, talking on the phone for 10 minutes, being treated like I was less then. Together or not.

Ten Minutes Later...

I walked in my apartment and went to the kitchen and made some pork chops and rice and koolaid. I knew he would come by tonight and apologize so I cooked for him. After I made my plate ate and washed dishes I went to room got undress and locked my door. He not sleeping in my MF bed I thought to myself. It was only eight o' clock so I figured maybe ten he will be here.. I watched boondocks as i fell asleep.

Nick POV :

I pulled up to my house I figure journey would be mad but my guard said she left earlier. Dammit she hella pissed but she left me at club feigning for ride home. I had to fucking call Josh to come get me. I went in the house switch clothes and headed over her apartment.

I walked in saw plate and Note from journey:

I'm tired of my feelings not being considered but I made you dinner and koolaid clean up after yourself pillow and cover on couch.

love , Journey.

I didn't eat that shit I drunk the koolaid and left Im tired of doing wrong when im not in a relationship. I called Brittney and told her I would be on my way. I headed over there man soon as I walk through door she was pulling me towards the bedroom and shit. We ended up on floor. Next thing I know it was 9am. Now relaxed I stopped by trap house clean up and went to journey place to try to fix things between us.

Once I made it to her house I heated up the plate and ate it and knocked on door she yelled, "its unlocked" I went it and "when you gone stop playing these games"

she looked at me and said, "when you learn treat me right and leave them hoes!" I laughed it was cute when we had fights but I did love her. I thought to myself as I climbed in her bed and turned on my boondocks and fell asleep...