Chapter Twelve

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Your Pov:

His last words broke my heart. I felt like this day was nothing. It wasn't worth it. I wasted my time, his time. I started to cry. For god damn sakes I'm tired of crying. Tired of being sad. Tired of feeling tears rolling down the same cheeks. Tired of crying for the same reason. Tired of living. Tired or trying. I flopped down my bed and buried my face under my pillow.

I started to cry again. I laid down my bed again. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep but I couldn't. Why? All I think about is Bridget, Nash, future, dying, death, and more horrible stuff that makes me wanna die more. I stood up and headed to the washroom. I saw a new me. A new Savannah. A worst version of me. No rest, no happiness. I gently combed through my hair with my finger. It was tangly. I couldn't go through. Just like my problems. You can't solve them without your strength. You can't brush my hair without strength. I grabbed my makeup remover from the cabinets below the sink. I wiped my mascara off. It was all over my face. I should buy waterproof mascara. Maybe it'll help me a little bit. I wiped off the rest of my makeup and tossed the nasty wipe in the trash. I headed back to my room and grabbed my purse. I want to go outside, for once. I want to live like a normal person without problems. I headed to the parking lot where my car was parked. I threw my purse on the passenger seat. I grabbed my sunglasses and headed to the supermarket.

I didn't take off my sunglasses. I wasn't wearing any makeup and plus, I don't plan on showing my face on anyone. I just take whatever food I feel like eating and place them in the cart. Then I went to the infant aisle. I just stroll through the aisle. After a couple of minutes, I finally checked out the foods I got. I placed them in my cars compartment and headed to ocean. I took off my flip flops and walked on the wet sand. Water against my feet. I looked up and a cliff caught my attention. I looked around the cliff and tried to find a way up. There. A path. I followed the path and finally reached the edge of the cliff. I sat down at the very edge. I looked down and saw rocks beneath me.

"Savannah!" Someone yelled from behind. I looked around and saw Carter and Cam. They were heading towards me. It wasn't very long until they were sitting beside me.

"We thought you were going to jump." Cam said panting. I just smiled. Why didn't I think of that? It would've end my suffering sooner.

"How's ... stuff?" Carter wasn't sitting beside me. He was standing so I had to look up.

"Still tangly." I replied looking back to the water.

"Tangly huh? I guess it's a better word that unsolvable."

"Unsolvable? Better than tangly actually." I started to swing my feet.

"Well you can solve them if you want to." I shrugged. It was silent. You can hear the water hitting the rocks.

"This is where I want to die." It wasn't a joke. That was true.

"Savannah... No." Cam whispered.

Carter's Pov:

She's really broken. I can tell. I want to tell her it's all going to be ok but I can't because I don't know how to solve this either. This is just way too much for her to take. I can tell she cries everyday. I can tell she doesn't get to sleep. I can tell she's broken. I can tell she wants all this to end. I sat back down beside her and wrapped my hands around her shoulders. She lean her head on my shoulders. I felt tears of my arm. I pulled her closer and she started to break down. Cameron lean his head on savannahs shoulder and closed his eyes. I closed mine too. I want her to be ok. I want the old her three months ago. I want the Savannah I know three months ago. I want her back.

Savvys pov:
"Just stay strong. For us." Cam smiled. I nodded. We walked back to the parking lot where our cars were parked. I waved goodbye as I drove pass them. I put back on my sunglasses and headed home. I was opening my apartments door when I felt like checking the mail. I locked the door and walked to the mail box downstairs. I opened my mail box and found an envelope. It was from Bridget.

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