~You say love is messed up
You say that it don't work
You don't wanna try, no, no
(You don't wanna try, no, no)
And baby, I'm no stranger
To heartbreak and the pain of
Always being let go (Always being let go)
And I know there's no making this right, this right (This right)
And I know there's no changing your mind, your mind (Your mind)
But we both found each other tonight, tonight (Oh yeah)
So if love is nothing more than just a waste of your time
Waste it on me, waste it on me
(Waste it on me)
Tell me, why not waste it on me? Waste it on me
(Waste it on me)
Baby, why not waste it on me? Waste it on me
(Waste it on me)
Tell me, why not waste it on me? Waste it on me
(Waste it on me)~
Once they reach Jungkook's apartment, the taller kisses Jimin as he leads them to his bedroom without breaking the kiss but when Jimin feels the soft mattress hit his back, he pushes Jungkook away
"I'm sorry.." Jimin stands up and walks to the window looking out at the serene view sighing "... i like you...but I'm scared..."
"Scared? Why?" Jungkook asks standing behind him hugging his waist
Jimin sighs as he lets his head fall back on the taller's chest, enjoying the warmth "..he is someone I have known since when I was a kid. When he told me he loved me I believed him... i thought he would still love me...but he isn't mine anymore.. He doesn't belong to me..." Jimin sighs, his vice cracking "... i feel like love is just a fancy word for pain..."
Jungkook turned Jimin around and wipes the tear that escaped his eyes
"Jimin.. I am not new to heartbreaks and pain... i know exactly what you feel... you just have to let your heart be open to new feelings again..you have to try... you can't expect Taehyung to be there for you..that phase of your friendship has passed... he has found someone else...and it's a good thing... he is happy and you should be happy for him..."
"I am happy for him..." Jimin interrupts Jungkook "... it's just that he was my... my person.... I always thought even if we date others he will be the one for me and I for him but clearly that's not the case.."
"Jimin if I may make an observation..." Jungkook says after a moment of silence "i don't think you guys really loved each other in that way..." Jimin looks at him confused "i mean..you liked him as a friend and he you...but I guess you are just scared to be open to someone else, to show that person your vulnerability in a way u have shown Taehyung.."
Jimin just stares at the taller
"And maybe that's why you want Taehyung to be your lover...because you feel like he already knows you and accepts you for who you are..." Jungkook tugs back a strand of hair behind Jimin's ear ".. but Jimin.... you don't have to be insecure about anything... you are a wonderful person..you just have to let others love you...like me" Jungkook smiles
"I'm scared...what if I'm wasting my time and yours... you could have found someone better if you are not with me.."
"That's for me to decide..." Jungkook says making Jimin look away "Jimin i really like you and i know you feel love is a waste of time...." Jungkook says cupping Jimin's face willing the smaller to look at him "...why not waste it on me?"
"Jungkook.." Jimin sighs
"Please..." Jungkook says leaning down kissing the smaller and Jimin kisses back "..please let me love you"
Jimin hums as Jungkook lifts him up and softly places him back on the bed