Arranged Marriage From Hell :: Harry Styles Fanfic ::

:: Chapter 20 ::

( Unedited ) 

:: Jasmine :: 

Harry and I are like two different flowers that were growing in separate soils. We came from different backgrounds and different lifestyles. That's why we get each other so much I think. We like being around each other and trying to gear and mesh together our lifestyles. 

I have yet to tell Harry that I have regained my memory because I am afraid that if I do he will just vanish and we will never see each other again. I think once I know he won't leave me that I will tell him. He might get angry with me but I think he will be understanding as well. It happened when i was sleeping in my room one night and I had a nightmare which was really a flashback of my childhood and everything up until the crash and I woke up in a cold sweat.

Today is also the anniversary of my father's death and no one knows about it. I am trying to keep it together but I am not sure how it will work out. 

 I was getting ready in my bathroom because Harry and the boys had their movie premiere tonight and I decided I wanted to go and to make an appearance. I would hang out with all of our friends and just have fun tonight. We were also going out to their after party also. The boys have already gone so they can do some interviews and to get ready for the premiere. 

I was in the middle of curling my hair when the door bell rang and I smiled at my reflection I was done with getting ready. (Image on the side) I would be riding with Anne and Robin to the premiere. 

I grabbed my phone and my clutch. I walked out locking the door behind me and greeting his parents. We all got into the sleek black escalade. We all had driver's for tonight because there would be alcohol involved and I do so well with alcohol and driving. I don't know if I will drink tonight or not considering the circumstances of the last outcome I nearly died. 

We drove for about forty-five minutes and finally got to the legendary Lester Square and us three got out hearing hoards of screams. Some girls shouting nice and rude things at me. I calmly walked over and snapped a few photos with some girls and then we walked off to find the boys. As we walked up behind them they were just finishing some of the interviews. I exchanged hugs with all of the boys and their parents had come and joined us. I then held Harry's hand calmly in my own and he leaned down and kissed my cheek. A few girls squealed and shouted about how cute we were. 

We all slowly made our way into the cinema and we went to a small little room and waited for the boys to be called up to talk about the film and to thank Morgan and everyone. The familys and friends all gathered around the fans and sat down in our chairs. I waited for Harry to come and sit by me before putting on my glasses. We all sat and watched the, film some people laughing. I heard a few sniffles coming from the mom's and even some of the dad's. It was heart warming to see how much all of their parents care for them. I wish that I had had that after my father died. Someone to care about me and not blaming me for something out of my hands.

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We had all quietly got up about thirty minutes before the film ended and got whisked into some vans. The boys had to get to the after party earlier than everyone else. They let the girls that were with the guys come. Only Niall didn't have a date. He is the only single lad left in the band. Harry and I got in the back and Niall sitting on my right side. Then Louis and Eleanor in front of us. We had Preston and Jarvis in the van with us. Liam and Zayn went in the other van with Perrie and Sophia. 

We all talked for a few minutes. Louis and Eleanor splitting off into their own conversation. Harry leaned into me and kissed my cheek and he whispered a few things into my ear making me laugh a little. 

"How did you like the movie? Was it everything you wanted it to be?" I asked him. 

He smiled and nodded. "Spurlock exceeded my expectations. It was a lovely film and I love how it portrayed us and the fans." 

"I liked the bits where all of your families were in it. I like seeing them get a little upset. Seeing as they miss their little boys and all." I said smiling.

"My mother is a droned crazy woman. I don't spend enough time away from her." He said a little bit grumply. It made me frown seeing as he has a mother and I don't.

"At least you have a mother that cares about you Harry and loves you. There are people out there that wish they had the kind of mother you have." I snapped at him untangling our hands and looking out the window a little annoyed with him. 

"Quit playing the victim card on me all the time. I know you are talking about yourself and I get that  your mother was horrible to you but don't take your anger out on me." He said rather loudly causing everyone else in the van to stop talking. 

My cheeks flushed from anger and embarrassment. This wasn't the time nor place to get snippy with each other, so I simply ignored him and the rest of the car ride was awkward for everyone. It seems that our relationship only regress' after we take a step forward. No matter what something always goes wrong and we never see eye to eye with each other.

We reached the club where the after party was being held at. I quickly got right after Louis and Eleanor and didn't bother waiting for Harry. I rushed inside and sat our booth on the opposite end of the club. I slid in to the very inside and just waited for everyone to come and join me. There was no one here yet aside from the workers and the Dj. Niall was the first to walk in after about five minutes of me waiting. He sat down with me and smiled at me. I smiled and greeted him.

"Is it a rough night for you Jasmine?" He asked studying my expression.

I slightly nodded and looked down. I just kep mulling over everything Harry had said to me in the car. Was I playing the victim card or was I really the victim. My father was killed in a car crash that I had no control over. I was only eight. I couldn't drive. My mother blamed me for things that I didn't do. Yes he had to pick me up from my scoccer practice but only because he wanted to. I am the victim. My mother hates me for no reasons and she let grown men rape her under aged daughter and she sold her daughter to some women she has never met ot get married. I was a mess and I didn't care what Harry thought about it.

He is in the wrong for taking his mother for granted. Yes she is a bit crazy and yes she is very protective over Harry. Who wouldn't want a mother like her? She was nice and she was kind. I would kill to have her as my own mother. 

"I'm fine Nialler. I will deal with it. Let's have fun tonight. You just released the film of your lives!" I said and he smiled and I got up as soon as I seen everyone starting to pour in to the club and when I seen Harry making his way over I walked right past him and straight to the bar. Fuck it. I had a ride home tonight lets get drunk tonight. What Harry doesn't know won't hurt him. I mean he will never get a divorce now as long as I am amnesic. 

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