Distant from reality

I'm Distant
Far too alone to feel love
The word is false and bitter on my tongue
As it has always been a silent killer
The one who got away with everything
That everyone falls for
As if it was one great metaphor
My life is like a puzzle
Which has been nothing but trouble
I hope and pray that a light shines through
At the end of this dark lonely tunnel

Thank you so much for reading!!!
I haven't been on here in a while and I thought it was time to post another poem. This one was a recent depression where I was questioning a lot things about like and luckily I was by a paper and this beauty was born.
~Cassandra Locket