Someone to love

Me And Jack

So it's been a few months since the kiss and we didn't talk about it at all. It was like it never happened. So later that evening I texted Jack. "Hey come over. I gotta talk to you." I waited for him to text back. When he didn't I just told my self he was busy but I had all the questions run through my head. What if he didn't like the kiss? What if he's trying to avoid me? Did I do something wrong?

Later that evening I heard a buzz on my phone. It was Jack. "Hey Zoe what up? Sorry I didn't respond I was at soccer practice. I know it's late but I can come over now if u want" I think about it for a moment. I would feel comforting if he did but my mom would freak out. "Meet me around the corner"
"Mom I'm gonna go for a walk" I yell through the house.
"It's 9 o'clock. Why do you want to walk now?"
"Please mom? I just need some fresh air"
"alright. Be back before 10 though"
" I will" I say as I run out the door. I wait on my porch for a few minutes and just think of Jack. I hear a buzz and jump. It was Jack texting back. "Hey I'm here" I run around the corner of the house to see Jack sitting in his car. He opens the door signalling for me to come in. He turned the heat on.
"Hey what's up?" He says in a soothing voice.
"Well I was just thinking about the kiss. We never really talked about it"
"O ya. I thought you didn't like it or something"
"I thought YOU didn't like it"
"Well what is there to talk about?"
"Well I was thinking....... but only if you want......"
"Be my girlfriend?" He cuts me off.
"Do you want to?"
"Well only if you do"
"Ok then let's do it!"

The next day in science, I give Jack a kiss and I see Noah stand up. He's walking towards us. "Hey Zoe what's up? I know we don't talk very much anymore. You wanna be my science partner?"
"Sorry Noah but I'm working with Jack"
I could tell Noah was being protective of me. "Noah this is my boyfriend Jack. And Jack this is Isabelle's boyfriend Noah" I could tell that Noah didn't like that I had a boyfriend.
"How long have you two know each other?" He asks.
"A few months now" says Jack.
I kiss Jack right on the lips. I know it's wrong but I want Noah to feel the pain I feel every day when he's kissing Isabelle. I feel bad for what I did but then I ask Jack to come over for homework.
"Hey can I come too?" Noah says.
I know he just wants to know what's going on. Maybe Noah dose still have feelings about me.
"Well isn't Isabelle free? I ask.
"Well I thought I'd chose you today"
I felt guilt crawling up my spine now. I shouldn't have kissed Jack in front of him. I shouldn't have asked him to go to my house in front of Noah.
"Well only if it's ok with Jack" I say.
"Well actually I have soccer so I can't come over sorry Zoe"
It's up to me now. I say yes and take the risk of Jack feeling hurt or say no and feel awful for turning away the only time he needed me.
"I'll think about it".

In English I see Noah and Jacks not in my class.
"You still wanna come over?" I ask.
"Sure" he says.