Love and desire

love

My only crush that I felt like marrying in the future. it was the story of my life . I gave my all but it did not matter to her I told her I was a guy whom looked for love everywhere, but when I just saw her the first time it was joy,anxiousness, love and mixed emotions in other ways I felt love was about to grow and I was really happy and loved that sexy body of hers and I just felt like kissing her but it was not the right time.

The very first time I saw her I just thought I would have made my first move when I saw her but I was not ready (damn I was a teenager and she was to). The time was not right for me and her I was always thinking about the wrong or in other ways the negative which was just wrong but I had to have faith in myself.

She was my love I just knew it her name was beauty by itself and her eyes were joy but the body I couldn't say much about it because it was sexy.
I had found love at such a young age . I have so many words that could explain the emotions and feelings I had for her which were so many.

I had respect for her which was the most important part of our friendship which I did not really like because I wanted to be a lover a shoulder to lean on.

This song had represented me in all occasions: when I was sad,angry about her,happy ,loving her day to day, it would back me, motivate me to love her more .The meaning of beauty represented her in every different way because her name was Bontle which meant beauty.

I had seen her beauty it was more beautiful than my dreams damn she was more lovely in the morning even when she had a frown one day I cried next to her and my primary school friend
I did not tell her why but that is a story for the last chapter that was really painful

This is the shortest story that I will ever write because I am still thinking of words to mention all
The love and pain I had to go😦😦😦😦😦😦😥😥😣😭😭😭😭😫😫😫😧😢😢😢