Her Fixer

CHAPTER ONE

Emily's POV

I'm finally here again where it all started where I was destroyed. This is my description of a hell hond. Papa wanted me  back her ,they all wanted me back here. They thought it was for the best that I got over it. Relieving my past was best was my best prescription doctors note. I felt Suffocated before I was even in there ground. I felt like the world is spinning. First school then back to house. I couldn't sleep last night thinking about going back there its been a year already. A year of suffocating , a year since I was there stuck like a mad person.

When I got out of the car I felt all eyes me. People looked at me with pity. I hid myself under my hood. I was surely going to be the talk of the day today. I felt like turning back and run. I felt like screaming. I felt suffocated, my breath begin to increase heavily but for some reason my feet carried me forward I kept telling myself this is the most rational thing to do but then again its been long since I remember doing anything rational.

When I entered the principals office a boy was seated in the seat in front of her she seemed to be scolding her but he seemed to be in his world. His attitude screamed bad boy from his lather jacket to his ripped jeans I could tell. When she noticed me she smiled but her smile did not reach her eyes inside them all I could see was pity. I was used to it by now that's what everyone feels for me now a days  pity.

"Emily" she said in fake enthusiasm I wanted to shout at her to quite it we all no she doesn't want me here so why not just drop the act. No one wanted me here but I kept my cool.

" um... I came for my schedule "

" oh yeah" she said taking it out.

" Luca here will show you everything you need to know " I tried convincing her that I was okay I didn't need any help. I knew the school back and forth and I was not new but she was determined to put Luca in my case. This is not what I  wanted. I wanted to keep away no contact with people they just have this effect on me that makes me feel claustrophobic.

" Luca would you mind"

" no of course not" Luca said finally looking at me. The way he looked at me made my heart skip a little. His eyes where filled with fire I knew he was trouble I should keep away.

" you can go now I know my way around " I said avoiding his gauze.

" how came you are knew here"

" you might be surprised at what you don't know"

" than you can tell  me know so I can loose my surprise so why don't you enlighten me"

" I wouldn't want to waste your precious time but if you're so determined you could just ask  anyone I'm pretty popular around here" I said looking around. I don't wanna confess but his presence didn't make feel suffocated and its been long since a person didn't suffocate me.

" am not the type who listens  to gossip I take it from the main source" he said looking me with smirk. By now people are looking at us. I don't know they where looking at me or Luca but it still made me uncomfortable. He took my schedule from me.

" look great we have lunch together "

" so see you at lunch then" he said smirking and I looked at him dumbfounded but then it registered to me he doesn't know me. It made want to laugh by break he would be keeping away from just like them.

" oh and you where right you are pretty 'popular' " he said walking away and I realized I was in front of my first class chemistry. I was back to my previous classmates which I worked so hard to get away from. Yep that's right I was in a special class but I guess all just crumbled along with me.

I took my seat in the back. I used to love front sites but now I want to keep far away from attention. I felt someone next to me I glanced to see a guitar type of girl seated next to me.

" hi I'm Leyla " she said offering me her hand. I hesitated before I to it "Emily"

" so you pretty popular around here "

" ha if that's what you wanna call it I prefer to call it hate"

" don't let them get to you" that's to late for you to say you should have said a year ago I thought " yeah"

" and what's up with her she is glancing evilly at you"

"Let's just me and her don't  get along"

" she's a bitch"

" to glad am not the only one around here to see that. She seems to have fans "

"Ya if by fans you mean fuck buddies am with you" I laughed at her bitterness towards Sabrina. I didn't realise it till everyone glanced at me that I was talking and laughing with a stranger feeling totally comfortable. I think its the hate we share for Sabrina but I like her.

The teacher got in and everyone silenced and I was not surprised because it was non other than mister Ronan he ruins people.

" everyone turn to page 46 on our books"
Every one turned but I was not interested so I zoned to my own wonderland to where I go to escape reality. Before I noticed it was lunch the most terrible part of school. Its where they  get a chance to attack you. Leyla and I share all of our classes so we decided to heard to lunch together.

" so any friends I should be worried about"

" no its just me and Hazel the boys are usually not there "

" oh my god am not a fan of people " I panicked coursing Leyla to laugh at me.

" don't worry she is cool"

" oh" I all said before we got our food in silence. We walked to Leyla's table with everyone staring at me some whispering. I suddenly started again it felt hard to breath. I felt like everyone was laughing at me.

" its okay don't mind them" Leyla said trying to comfort me but it was hard to hear her with the voices in my heard.

I felt dizzy everything in the room was spinning. I was starting to fall when a hand grabbed me and was no Leyla's.

I woke in what looked like the nurses it looked tiny. I felt like the walls where closing in on me. My breath starting to get heavy sweat formed in my body.

" its okay nothing happen its just your imagination" I had comforting words which caused me to snap out of it. I looked only to see Luca staring at me with worry.

" you are okay? "

" yah sure thanks" I said trying to get up but my legs felt wobbly

"You don't wanna do that you still weak from the seductive they gave you"

" they gave me a what!,"

"Chill they we trying to help"

"What?"

" you were screaming uncontrollably and attacked someone" that got me I knew today was to good to true. I thought I changed I thought I made a friend but I ruined it. Leyla probably thinks am a freak now.

" why are you here?"

" you where about to fall I caught you but you can thank me later with a kiss maybe " I smiled at his way of cheering me up but I knew it wouldn't last long he would soon get or know the truth am a creep.

Dad came and took me home.