I want to know what he's been holding back first but sense I said it first I knew I would have to say it first. " I love you Elijah I do. I really do and I hope I can get somewhat a good response" I said to him I couldn't believe that I finally had told him. What he said back though truly made me not regret telling him. " Jordan I love you too, that's what I was gonna tell you" but what I did next I couldn't stop myself from doing, I kissed him and then we never really said "were girlfriend and boyfriend" but we just were I guess. For the first month it was the best relationship of my life but then Elijah started coming home later and later and later. He wouldn't tell me where he was going or what he was doing all I got out of him was " I'm going somewhere" where is that somewhere? I always wondered once he left. Why couldn't he tell me. I couldn't deal with the not knowing and the lying and all these excuses and I overreacted and yelled and cried to him. But he understood my point of view. He understood how I was feeling. He told me what he has been doing he's been working on something that was supposed to be a surprise for me. Completely different to what I thought he was doing. You can probably guess.
