love

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beautiful words flowed from your mouth, and i dont know if it was you or your aesthetic that i fell in love with. either way, the entire night i thought of you. you were so... alluring. the way you smiled, the way you talked. your presence alone made me blush uncontrollably. i wish i could explain my feelings, but they're so complicated that the only words i could use to describe it is words that five year olds use on a daily basis. im so madly in love with you, and you'll never even know. how would i tell you? you don't look at me that way, which shatters my heart. darling, you're so goddamn extraordinary and i'm just a lame girl.

i want to love you and hug you and never let go. i want to love you unconditionally and have you do the same. what would life be like then? would you adore me as much as i absolutely adore you? would you notice me a month later? i cannot bear just the thought of having someone i love get rid of me soon after returning my affections. would this ever even happen or are you too amazing for me? what would you do if i told you?

freak out, most likely. possibly be disgusted..

what would i do then?

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