Moments - A Harry Styles Fan Fiction (COMPLETE)

Hospital...

Ok so this chapter might be a little confusing...just because this a flashback and I can't exactly write it in Harry's POV so it will be in Olivia's POV.

You'll catch on soon enough...

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Chapter 12:

Hospital...

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My head felt heavy and sore as my eyes began trying to peel open but they wouldn't allow me yet.

I tried stirring and just managed to move my hand. Everything was dark but I knew I was lying down. I heard noises and I knew exactly who the voice belonged to.

Harry...

It was a couple of minutes before I actually managed to lift my eyelids open and see exactly where I was.

A Hospital...

I started to panic but then everything came flooding back to me...the crash, the pain, what Harry said...

He told me he loved me. Maybe that's just what I wanted to hear.

As I looked around I noticed Harry beside me. He was staring straight into my eyes. His face was filled with a mixture of emotions...

Guilt, sadness, hurt, relief, happiness and maybe even love? He looked as if he'd been crying too.

The corners of his mouth tugged upwards as he saw me looking back at him.

"H-how long have I been asleep?" I croaked out as I looked at my body lying on the hospital bed. 

I was hooked up to a few different machines, wires coming out of my and a drip attached to my wrist. I had an awful pain in my chest and my whole left side was in agony.

"Two weeks" His voice was hoarse and he looked as if he hadn't slept since then. I can't believe i've been asleep for two weeks and yet I couldn't have felt more tired.

"What happened?" I asked him wanting clarify what I thought was true. Maybe it was all a halucination. 

He looked as if it pained him to talk about it as his eyes filled with tears and he took a deep breath.

"We uhm...after our date. I was driving you home and...they were drunk. They slammed right into your side of the car. I was uninjured...it was all my fault" The tears were now freely streaming down his face and he couldn't even look me in the eye.

"You were pronounced dead for ten minutes and your heart finally started up again. I though I lost you...I though you were gone Liv" He was now looking me in the eye as he had a firm grip on my right hand. "You have three broken ribs and you're left side of your body has been severly bruised. It also had to be stitched up so you have a scar. You were lucky. Most of the bones healed over the two weeks."

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I pulled up my shirt and looked at my side. Surely enough the long dark scar was still there. Sometimes I even get a shoot of pain there.

Darcy saw me looking at it and placed her hand gently on the cut. Her fingers tickled along my skin and she looked intrigued by it. She probably thought she would hurt me if she pressed down to hard.

"Does it hurt you mommy?" She asked looking up at me.

I shook my head no and pulled my shirt back down. "Not anymore baby"

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I sat there trying to take everything in. I was dead...I had left my body...I wasn't a living person but I came back...

"I'm so sorry Liv. I wish we could have switched places. That I would be the one in that bed...but I can't and I undertsand if you don't want to be near me."

I was now crying aswell. Does he honestly think I won't forgive him. None of this is his fault.

"Harry...don't ever say that again. You can't blame yourself for what happened. No-one was to blame apart from that drunk driver. Wait did he survive?" My voice was sore as I talked but I continued anyway.

I saw Harry clench his fists in anger. His face started to turn a red colour. Why was he so angry?

"He got out with barely any injuries" Harry said through gritted teeth. I can understand the hatred he must feel towards that guy. It must be horrible.

Harry kept a firm hold on my hand as a nurse walked in holding a clipboard and was wearing a blue uniform.

"Good morning Ms.Howard. You're awake I see? How have you been feeling?" She asked as she started writing things down on her clipboard. 

"I just feel kind of weak and my left side is killing me" I told her truthfully and she nodded her head and went to the other side of the room.

She came back seconds later with what looked like a bag of medication.

"Take these twice a day in the morning and at night. Some of this is painkillers and some antibiotics." She babbled on more to Harry but I didn't listen. Then it came to me. Wheres my dad?!

She left after a couple of minutes and I turned to Harry. "Harry...where's my dad?" He looked slightly uncomfortable as I asked and he shifted in his seat.

"He uh...he came here for the first couple of days. Him and I had a disagreement and he just..left. He took my mum to Hawaii for two weeks..." He had a look on his face as if to say 'i'm sorry'. 

I felt so hurt...I actually thought my dad might of even cared for me just a little bit but no...he cares more about getting in some woman's panties!

I tried to control the lump in my throat and the tears welling up in my eyes but I couldn't. Harry noticed and immediately he carefully pulled me into a hug.

"You're staying with me and my dad until they come back. No buts" He smiled at me and I felt so relieved that someone would be with me. I don't know if I could be on my own.

"Thank you Harry" I barely whispered as I buried my head in his chest taking in his familiar scent. "When can I leave and go back to school?" I asked him as I pulled away from his embrace.

"Tomorrow morning. You need some rest first. But don't worry i'll be right here, get some rest" He told me and sat back in his chair. I wonder how long Harry has been here?

"Go home Harry. Shower and sleep in a proper bed. I promise i'll be fine" Of course I wanted him with me but what's the point when he feels like crap.

"Are you sure?" He asked sincerely and I nodded before letting sleep takeover.

I felt him kiss my forehead and then he left.

I wonder what tomorrow will bring...