What happens with the Parkers stays with the Parkers

the test-1

CH.1

'What happens with the Parker's stays with the Parker's'

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THE TEST

Emily P.O.V

THIS CAN NOT BE HAPPENING. Honestly, it can't be happening. We've been safe, well I thought we were being safe I think. I re-read the instructions 1 more time before I take the test into the bathroom, this is just going to be a scare right? Like we had not too long ago.

Once I pee on the stick, I put it on the counter face down on a piece of toilet paper, so I don't see the result rights away. I stand up, zipping the fly to my jeans. They are going to kill me. My family. Ryan's Family. What am I going to do? I groan and run a hand through my hair, loosening the knots.

"Oww" I wince, when I hit a knot, dumb blonde hair, I should honestly just go back to brown.

I sit back on the toilet seat. I might be a statistic. Like my 2 best friends- not that there's anything wrong with that. You see I am 19, my best friends (who coincidentally are sisters, well triplets, I'm getting married to there brother) also had teenage pregnancies. Reese had the twins Emma and Alex when she was 16, and now she just had Benny, Riley just had her daughter Cj- her real name is Charlotte Jaden, but she goes by Cj. As a result of this, I promised my self I wouldn't suffer the same fate.

This all started when I saw my mother today, she told me I look heavier like I had put on more weight. Which I just brushed this off, considering I eat like an elephant on the daily. That didn't really trigger anything in me until I got home and started cleaning, I needed the bottle of soap refill and I kept this under the cabinet. When I got the soap refill I happened to knock over an unused pack of tampons, which then I realize I should be on my period, right about now. SO I ran to the store and bought 2 tests, a cheap one and an expensive one. Leading to now where I am freaking the fuck out about the results might say.

Am I ready for a baby? I mean I babysit my nieces and nephews all the time, I basically have brought them up. Is Ryan ready for kids? Does he want kids?. All these questions are flying through my head. My emotions are running wild, and I can't concentrate so I don't hear my fiance' Ryan come through the front door.

"Hey babe," he says interrupting my thoughts, I grab the test and shove it in my back pocket

"Err, hi Ryan" I stumble back out of the door, shuffling down the stairs test in hand, I grab my bag and car keys, heading to the garage, Ryan chasing after me, I get in the car immediately reversing, heading to the one spot I know no one would find me.

I park and get out of the car, finding a place to sit on the beautiful hill, gazing at the beautiful view of the city, I don't move for a while, taking in the view, once I finally muster up the courage I unwrap the test

It's positive

I'm pregnant

I close my eyes and let the tears fall, what am I going to do? Is the one thing constantly playing on my mind, I'm not ready to be a mum, I can't do it.

I must have sat here for hours, just thinking, my phone had been dead for a good hour before I was found, he ran up to me, panting, wrapping me in his warm embrace.

"Never do that to me again" my fiance Ryan breathes kissing my head before my whole face, finally joining our lips, we kiss for seconds before pulling apart, my forehead leaning against his we sit in silence.

"I'm sorry" I start

"There's nothing to be sorry for, baby, you just scared the shit out of me" he replies, and he smiles warmly at me, holding me close, playing with the engagement ring on my left hand, I smile before saying

"How did you know to find me?"

"I didn't" he replies and I look at him with creased eyebrows "I really didn't know where to look but you called me Ryan" he starts, gesturing his hand, motioning for me to recall some event, I shake my head, having no recollection, I have known him since I was 11, I'm pretty sure I have called him Ryan a lot over the years.

"And..." I say

"The last time you called me Ryan we had a fight, and I found you here" he says and I nod "I racked my brain for hours on what I must have done, and to be honest I really don't know" he says and puts his head down, his hair falling onto his face,

I smile sadly at him, running my fingers through his hair before, show him the test in my hand, he takes it from me, before studying it.

"Wait, is this true," he says and I nod, trying to read his facial expression, his face morphs into many different things, I knew it, he isn't happy, I start crying, all of my fears coming true, he notices my shaking, and silent crying

"Hey no baby, stop, don't cry," he says wiping my tears, but they keep falling faster

"You don't have to stay," I say starting to slide the ring off, but he stops me, running it back up my finger.

"No, no, no stop, Emily, don't do that, stop" he replies kissing me

"I'm happy, really happy, and I can't wait for us to have this baby," he says

"Really," I ask and he nods

"Are you 100% sure" I reply

"Yes, I love you, and want you and this baby," he says and a big smile forms on my face

"There's that smile," he says kissing me and I kiss him back

"I love you" I breathe

"I love you too" he replies, helping me up

"Best to get home, it's almost 6" he then says smiling at me, and I place a hand on my stomach

"I didn't even notice the time," I say laughing and he puts an arm around my waist, pulling my body closer into his, kissing my hair, he leads me back to my car, where James is waiting patiently, leaning on his car, he must have brought James along.

"Took you long enough" he yells and I laugh

"Everything okay now," he asks when we reach him

"Yep," Ryan says kissing my nose, and James' face scrunches up

"We have a secret that you can't tell anyone," I say and he immediately pipes up

"What!" classic James, finding joy out of someone's secret

"I'm pregnant"

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WARNING:

this story will contain:

---- Swearing (which may cause offense)

---- Sexual content (as in references ya nasties)

----Moments that you will either laugh or scream

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