Dear,
I want to know so bad. So bad if he is embarrassed, if he thinks of me differently because I'm not "famous" like him or whatever reason. I just need to know.
It's eating away at my conscience and I don't know how much more of it I can possibly take. I find myself so hurt by the situation and I want to ask, need to ask, but I'm scared. Scared of the rejection that's bound to come.
Love, Chandler
