The Positive Journal

November 11, 2018

A Sunday. Veterans Day.

I forgot this "journal" so I stopped. Darn. I was doing well updating everyday.

Before VS After

Before:

I could barely even do one thing a day without collapsing on my bed as soon as I got home.

Every weekend I got sick.

After:

I was out all day Saturday and didn't "collapse" as soon as I got home.

I'm busy every weekend and get sick (caused by my mental state) considerably less.

Only thing I have left to clean up is my circulation issue and preparing (by getting awards).

My circulation can be fixed by exercising. I still believe I can only exercise properly by doing that sport (or just sports, in general) with warm-ups rather than going to a gym for a workout.

I'm learning how to study which can most likely solve the award stuff (in my plans for college). I can study and try my best now. Though I don't admit it's my best because as time goes on i improve and look at my previous works and think I didn't do my best. But I honestly am trying. And I'm trying to get myself to admit that. I've always tried my best, I'm just degrading myself.

I'm nearly there, getting my life back together. I'm trying not to be so lazy. And I managed to successfully join a few clubs at school this year.

파이팅! ✊

A/n - It's weird cheering myself on. 😅