Rain Drops Beond the Window

intro

I staired out the window watching the rain fall from the sky,my eyes came into focus on the window. A voice inside my head was saying noel why do you just let them call you name's? Why do you let them push you around. As I starred at ritst i thought it was rain, but i looked closer and i relized i was crying. I backed up and trarted to screach like a dying animal. It was like i couldent stop. "Noel what are yo doing" at first i thought it was in my head so i ignored it. The word noel what are you doing came to me again louder this time. It soundet like it was comeing from behind me. I jerked my head back i was my older sister Jaylah. Jaylah was like a mother to me because when our parents died in a car crash when Noel was just a baby and Jaylah was ten. So our grand parents took us in, but when i turned ten bothe my grandparents passed away. Jaylah was twenty so she addopted me because if she didn't i would be in fostercare and jaylah had always felt responsibole for me. So either way she would have addopted me annyway. Jaylah walked in the room i tryed to run but that faild quikley. Jaylah caught me. She wraped her arms around me tight. I turned around to hug he back and yelled why am i so usless why am i so ugly why does everybody hate me. Jaylah hugged me even tighter."i dont hate you and your not usless or ugly.... who is telling you all this stuff" i looked up at her"everyone at school. "Well there wrong" jaylah sayed softly "your not usless you keep this house in order and your deffinatly not ugly your an angel in discise even without makeup and no one hates they just dont like you because you remind them of something they dont like about themselfs. So they dont like you because your the better version of them or the prettyer version of them". Jaylah losesnd her grip amd lifted me up on to my feet and told me to tell the kids who call me names and bulley me everything jaylah just told me. "Why dont we cook some dinner" jaylah sayed exsitedly i smiled weakly "ok" i sayed in the loudest whisper i could do at the time. Jaylah scooped my hair out of my face and hugged me one more time and brought me into the kitchen.