Hideout

3. TRUST

Y/N Pov
You decided to get youself drunk that night, and it was happening. Slowly you were losing your grip and were drifting into your painful past that has broken you down this much. You had gone to a corner with your champagne bottle and seated yourself in dark, trying to make yourself invisible. You didnt know how many shots you had after moving your place when you felt someone sit beside you. You needed a company badly and you needed someone who could listen to your pathetic story.

And that was the cue. Your eyes were blurry and you could barely see through the tears that were swelling up your eyes non-stop. That person was speaking something, and you failed to decipher them as your senses no longer worked correctly. And when your emotion took over all the power of your thinking tissue, you gripped his hand and started to cry once more. That bad was how you longed for an understanding company. But what had surprised you more was that instead of pushing you away, he patted your head softly trying to calm you. You felt really touched, even if it was a small and kind gesture, it really meant the world for you.

He grabbed a tissue and started to wipe your tears that were now slowing down. As your drunken self was busy being dumb, you started to blabber whatever you had in your incomprehensive complicated head. Out of the blue you asked a question starting out and scripting a long conversation.
Y/N: *sad face* Am i that unworthy?
Jimin: *confused over the sudden question* umm... i dont know.
Y/N: That bad? Can't i be trusted atleast about the decisions about myself??
(Shakes jimin while asking )
Jimin: i dont know what you are talking about miss.
Y/N: Gentleman then listen to it while i lay it down for you properly.
I was born to parents who were prodigies. Who exceled at studies and were bright stars of their respective families. I was a baby that was born with a lot of expectations. All people around me used to tell me to work hard and study more to be the best in the class. Since both my mom and dad worked i never spent my time with them properly because everytime one has freetime the other would be buried in their work. And even my grandparents never liked me and preffered my cousins all the time. After my brother was born things became worse. Since i had to look after my brother. I had to become mature and had to grow up way too early because in my parents absence i had to look after him being all bold and brave. Everyone in my family had set a dream on me. Even if i was young and small i always wanted my parents to be proud of me always. Was this such a big wish??
Jimin: No...
Y/N: Then why is it soo hard for me to achieve it? I studied whatever they wanted me to. I worked hard... soo hard .. just to let them down. It breaks me so much when i think about it. They themselves never helped me when i needed them but they wanted me to be perfect and achieve that for them. And when i failed in doing so everybody were shocked and again blamed me for not giving the required effort. And now when i look back i dont even remember being a child. And i never ever felt loved because whenever i asked for anything, they valued the things according to money and never cared if i liked it or not.

Now that eveything that was in her head she had spoken it out, now she just remained silent trying to know by the look of the person beside her if he was trying to judge her. Because the one thing she feared the most was judgement. Ultimately both of them never settled the awkward atmosphere until taehyung came and enquired if they wanted something more to drink.

Taehyung: *coughs* ahem.. madam and sir are you in need of more drink?
Jimin: No tae just get me the bill.
Taehyung: and madam how about you?
Jimin: Put her bill on me.
*He hands his card to taehyung*
Taehyung: *looks at his friend and smirks* okay sir as you say.

* but before he could turn and go away*

Y/N: No.. wait, i dont need to pay.
*takes out her card that shows her as a super-special platinum VIP and gives it to taehyung.*
Taehyung: *gasps loudly* OhMyGosh... *looks at the card and hands it back to her*
*taehyung pulls jimin aside*
Jimin: What is it?
Taehyung: *hits jimin's arm lightly* pabo.. seriously, its a super-special platinum VIP card that i have see only once before. Its given out very rarely and with this card everything in the hotel and every god damn facility is free of cost.
Jimin: Oh..
Taehyung: What 'oh'? I bet she is from a very rich family.
Jimin: i doubt it because she told me they are not rich.
Taehyung: Then how come she has such precious thing?
Jimin: I think its none of our bussiness and i need to go back because she is alone and pretty much drunk.
Taehyung: You'r right. But can i ask why you care about her so much even though you met her only today, i mean just a few hours back?
Jimin: i honestly dont know tae. But even though she doesnt know who i am, even though she doesnt even know my name she chose to trust me. She chose to trust me and tell all her secrets to me. Thats what matters.
Taehyung: just so you know, i dont think she is bad as those girls you met before, and i think she is really worth your time.
Jimin: Even i think the same tae so i am thinking of starting my new journey along with her.
Taehyung: But ask her first and then decide, otherwise you will be disappointed if she has other plans. And boy ask her when she is sober. *laughs*
Jimin:Ofcouse tae what do you take me for.
Taehyung: *waits for jimin's attention as he was busy glancing at her to make sure she was okay* hey!..
Jimin:yea.. tell me.
Taehyung: Never seen you this distracted before. You have glanced atleast a thousand times. Now go before you zone out further.
Jimin: *not paying attention* yea.. ok.. *turns around and walks away towards the table*
Taehyung: Aish! *facepalms* this kid!

Jimin sits down at the table with Y/N. But before he could open his mouth and ask anything she starts to speak.
Y/N: *hiccups* You know i never had a pet name?
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Y/N: Will you give me one??
*stares at him giving her child-like expression*
Jimin was flustered with the question as he never expected it at all. But he was sure she wouldnt remember it once she wakes up tomorrow and so he decides to answer her.
Jimin: How about 'sweety'?
Y/N: *squeals with joy* its soo sweet.. really!! Thankyouuu...
Jimin: *smiles at how cute she is when her thin lips disappear when she smiles whole heartedly and how her chin and how small cute dimples get highlighted*

Then next thing Y/N remembers is laughing hysterically and blacking out.

Next morning she gets up with a horrible sensation of her head throbbing threatening to crack open.
Y/N: aaaaahhhh... so this is what a hangover feels like.. oh my god... its sooo horrible.
But when she opens her eyes she gets shocked to see herself in her room neatly tucked in when she doesnt even remember getting out of the bar, particularly nothing after her first glass of alcohol.

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