Character
Her character, what is it like? She's like a beautiful wide field, full of beautiful flowers in the one moment, and in the next like a rainy, passionate storm.
She can be so kind, so funny, so nice and look so happy. But is she really happy? She doesn't really let me see much of her, yet I saw it, how it looks inside of her. How she tries to get rid of her past, how the memories are following her, haunting her. She seems so weak, but shes not. She brings her emotions into her work. Drawn pics, written stories, sung songs, she's good at everything. Shes one of the most talented people I've ever met. And I'm so happy I had the chance to meet her. She regrets a lot, but her mistakes are actually what made her like this. What gave her her perfect little things, she hates them, I love them. She's so insecure, she doesn't know what she's able to do.. but I know.. she won't accept the fact, how she really is, how talented, how strong, how brave. She helped me through a lot, and I wish that I could help her.. but honestly, I'm scared. She does know a lot, through research and experience. She's been through a lot with her almost 15 years. She's younger than me, yet I couldn't even dream about some stuff from her past.
She got so many sides. The down, deep one, the talented one, and the crazy one. Crazy and obsessed.. I love when she's like that. When only one picture, one gif is enough to make her drool over it or freak out. When one sentence is enough to make her freak out and want to rip things apart, if you say the wrong stuff.. Her temper.. I gotta love it.
