It's Monday again and Carrie has stayed over the whole weekend. She's so scared her mom will hurt her, an I'm scared she won't come out of her house once she goes back in.
I can see why Carrie's mom is so scared being overly religious and all. I would be scared too if I saw something so scary I couldn't understand. Thankfully for Carrie I did.
On Friday night after a while she snuck into her house to get her school stuff and some clothes. Carrie was dressed in a blood red shirt and white jeans, while I was dressed in my favourite green and red sweater. I knew it was a bit too early for Christmas considering it was only October 24. It was a cold October anyways.
Carrie, my mom, and I left for school just after 7:44 making sure we'd get to school by 8:05. It was silent the whole ride, my mom said nothing about the weekend, although it was a bit weird that Carrie had shown up for the whole weekend without a moments notice.
When we were dropped off everything was the same and nothing had changed. Same old goddam school. Same old goddam people. Same old goddam life. Just like nothing had ever happened.
It was school as usual. People were pricks. I do not feel any kindness toward my classmates. They can all rot in hell. They treat us like freaks and prod at us with words and violence. And it bugs the shit out of me. They treat us like animals or a new bacterial virus testing us fighting us until we ourselves pull the trigger. I do not feel kindness toward my classmates.
I enter school, flooded with people. Disgusting, disgusting people. I observe them. They are nothing but a speck in time.
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A/N- it's very short I know. I can't overcome this bullshit writer's block so be happy I can even write this much. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE if you have suggestions for future chapters or comments please say so! I cannot imagine where I would be without you guys, thank you so much!
