Sometimes I wish I could say what I really want to say without a care in the world.
I wish I didn't have to pretend to be strong anymore.
I wish I could let it all go along with you because I'm sick of being left behind.
Your love holds me back and weighs me down and leaves me hanging.
It leaves me in guilty and in despair.
I feel like I'm searching for something that isn't there.
That I haven't had in so long.
It makes me wonder. How can lose something you never truly had ?
When it was never there to begin with.
I only hope I can find what I'm looking for eventually so that I won't forever be lost in my darkest days.
However, One can only have hope for so long before giving up.
I will keep fighting and I will forever try to achieve the happiness I deserve.
Even if you aren't there to see it.
I don't know if this is goodbye.
I just hope next time we see each other.
It will be a reunion filled with love.
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Hidden Inner Thoughts
Teen FictionPoetry that reveals the thoughts going through my head, the thoughts I shut out. These are poems of how I see life and what I think of it. Some are painful but truthful. They are mine however and I hope that others can connect to them and make them...
