Betrayal

Kenzies POV

I still loved him. But he's moved on. He's with her. He's happy. He seems genuinely happy. It's just not with me. His face lights up when she walks into the room. He smiles endlessly when he's with her. His cheeks still blush red when she compliments him. He's in love with her. He loves Y/N. She was the only girl for him. Maybe I just need to accept that.

Me and Johnny dated for 3 months. But it was just for publicity...... but of course I really loved him. I had fallen for him the first time we met. But even then he only had eyes for Y/N. He had since 5th grade when he saw a video she posted of her singing.
Then they got closer and closer....... and then eventually got together. It hurt me when they got together but I was happy for them. Y/N has become my best friend....... practically my second sister. I loved how happy she was but I just wished it was me with John.

Let me tell you the story of how me and Johnny started "dating".
I was 13 and he was 14. We had wrote a song together....... our first song together. Management were scared that the song wasn't gonna get as much recognition as our Solo work. So they needed publicity about us. So they decided to make us fake date. Johnny was reluctant because he had feelings for Y/N and he didn't want to upset her. That kinda hurt when he said that to management. He chose her over me and the publicity of our music. Eventually he was convinced and i was happy. I was "dating" Johnny. It didn't matter it was fake. We had to act like a couple in public.
The song "day and night" got so many views due to the publicity and after a couple of months Johnny refused to fake date me anymore because he wanted to ask Y/N out. So we "broke up".  The story our management told us to tell the fans and the press was that we lost feelings and we didn't want to ruin our friendship with a toxic relationship. So we "ended it".
A few weeks later John asked Y/N out and they became a couple. I was jealous. Johnny genuinely had feelings for her. He loved her.......
She forgave him for so much. The time I kissed John she forgave him. She told him that no matter what she still loved him and that she couldn't leave him.  I'm jealous of their relationship. I wished I was Y/N. I wish Johnny loved me. I wished he loved me the way he loved Y/N.
But I have to move on....... or try to break them apart😏

*I KNOW KENZ IS NOT LIKE THIS IT IS FOR THE CONTEXT OF THE STORY AND I LITERALLY WROTE THIS OFF OF THE TOP OF MY HEAD! I FREAKING LOVE KENZIE.....
IT IS JUST FOR THE CONTEXT OF THE STORY!!!*