Zach : I'm nervouse mean what if kay messaged me just to see how i was Corbyn : then she's just being nice now go in there and speak to her Zach : ok
I walk into the kitchen
Zach : Tyler can i borrow kay for a second Tyler : yh just make sure it's not long Zach : ok Kay : Zach what are u doing Zach : follow me
We walk into the living room
Kay : what are u doing here Zach : I work here weekdays and I live here Kay : ok and how did u know I work here Zach Corbyn told me Kay : ok Zach : I just wanted to know why u wanted to meet Kay : Zach I'm so sorry
She breaks down crying I bring her into a hug confussed of why she's cry
Zach : what's wrong u can tell me Kay : I want u to just know I am so sorry and I should of told u sooner . Zach : I'm sure it's fine Kay : I was pregnant with your baby Zach : was Kay : I coudent look after a baby and I wasent sure how u were gonna react to me beaing pregnate so I got an abortion Zach : why didn't u tell me i would of been by your side throw anything I had chosen . I'm such a bad person Kay : no your not your an amzing guy and I'm sorry I didn't tell u but I did try meet u to tell u Zach : I am a bad person I should have messaged u and asked if u were ok Kay : your not and don't go beating yourself up
I bring her into anyther hug resting my head on hers . And I hear her crying and I cry aswell
Jonah : what's happening here Zach : we needed to talk can we have anuther 5 minutes Jonah : um ok
Zach : if u ever need me please just call me Kay : I will Zach : I am sorry u had to go throw this on your own I wish u had just told me Kay : I was scared I don't really know u and I don't know how u would react Zach : that's fair enough Kay : I should get back to work Zach : ok but please do call Kay : ok
I wipe my eyes and go find Corbyn
Corbyn : hey how ... what's wrong Zach : k..Kay was pregante with my baby Corbyn : what how Zach : she said she was on the pill I didn't have a condom Corbyn : Zach are u ok Zach : no I'm not she was all on her own I wasent there . I'm such a fucking bad person I should of messaged her and cheaked Cornyn : your not she didn't tell u Zach : I am
I walk out and go to my room hitting the wall and hard
Zach : uhhh fuck
I lean against the wall sliding down putting my hands over my face and crying
Corbyn : Zach what did u do Zach : leave me alone Corbyn : no I'm not leaving u in this mess Zach : please I just want to be on my own Corbyn : no friends don't leave each other sides when there in pain . Now what did u do to your hand Zach : punch a wall Corbyn : why u got pillows there much softer and they won't hurt Zach : I can't even feel it Corbyn : are u sure cause have u seen your hand Its purple
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Zach : I can't feel it Corbyn : ok . Look I promise things will get better and u need to lisen your not a bad person . Your amzing u can't blame yourself she didn't tell u she was the one who made herself be on her own Zach : but I could of been there maybe if I wasent for me being stupid non of this woudent of happen Corbyn : things happen for a reason they may be good or bad but it happens Zach : mhm Corbyn ; and if she was gonna have it imaged anuther u god I think I would go crazy one of u is enough Zach : haha I guess god I think I would go crazy if there was anuther I don't even think I can Handel myself let alone a kid that would be like me Corbyn ; or it could of endend up like Kay and she is worse then u Zach : oh god Corbyn : see maybe this was for the best Zach : maybe Corbyn : so stop beating yourself up Zach : I'll try Corbyn : good now let's go get your hand seen Zach : no it's nothing I can't Handel Corbyn : Zach it's like balloon u need to see Leo Zach : fine
We walk down stairs and Leo cheaks me over and he said it will be painful and he did give me some medaction to take for the pain . But I really can't feel a thing
Corbyn : let's go eat Zach : I think I might eat and then go stay at my family house tonight Corbyn : ok
We walk to the dinning room and we eat
Jonah : so what we're u and the girl talking about Zach :the girl has a name its kay and I'd rather not speak about it Daniel : as in th.. Zach : yes the girl I hooked up with Jonah : can u exspling why your hand is messed up Zach : got angry and hit a wall Danile : why Zach : don't matter Jonah : why with the secrets Corbyn : leave him Daniel : have u seen Leo Zach : yes He just gave me medaction to take for the pain but I can't feel a thing Daniel : how Zach : I guess I can't feel pain anymore . Jonah : so say if I punched u u woudent feel it Zach : don't know but id rather not go home with a black eye and a bruised hand Jonah : fair enough and plus I woudent anyway Zach : good Daniel : if u could punch anyone in this room who would it be Jonah : u Daniel : rude but I would punch u back Corbyn : I would defanly hit Daniel Daniel : rude Jonah : who would u punch well we can see u have punch something Zach : myself Daniel : yay finally someone dosent want to punch me Zach : can't be bothered to hit anyone but if I could it would defanly be Jonah Jonah : why me Zach : don't know Jonah : well thanks Zach : your welcome Daniel : well east it's not Me Corbyn : I didn't get picked at all Daniel : I could punch u aswell Corbyn : ok well u woudent because I'll hit u back harder Daniel : ok Zach : I think I might go pack some stuff and head home Corbyn : ok say when u wanna leave I'll give u a lift Zach : I need a walk so I'll just walk there Corbyn : just say when your gonna leave Zach : ok
I walk to my room packing my plugs and some clothes for tomrrow . I feel like I just pack my bags when something bad happens . But it's my way of dealing with things . I walk down stairs
Zach : ello I'm not leaving u losers Daniel ; ouch that hurt Zach : oh well Corbyn : see u tomrrow Jonah : bye Zach : byeeeee
I walk out the door to mine
Mom : what are u doing here Zach : can't I come home and see my family Mom : of course u can but I would of cooked us something nice Zach : I've eaten Dad : what happen to your hand Zach : got angry and hit a wall Mom : why did u get angry u never do Zach : if tell u please don't hate me Mom : we could never Dad : go on then Zach : the reason I left to go see Jack for a bit was because I had sex with a girl . I was annoyed with myself for getting drunk and u know and today I found out she was pregante . She had an abortion she was all on her own and I feel so bad I'm such a bad person Mom ; breath so u got drunk and had sex Zach : yh Dad : who aloud u to Drink Zach : I went to go meet this guy for a date he stude me up . We went in the party and Corbyn met his friends and his friend brought us drinks . I was drunk after a couple and me and this girl started talking and I kissed her and I don't know why Mom ; and today u found out she was pregante but she had an abortion Zach : yh Dad : look your not a bad person your a kid who made a mistake it's understanble . Mom : how did u find out she was pregante Zach : she works where I work she messaged me the other day wanting to meet but I coudent because of work . And cause i knew she worked weekends I spoke to her Mom : why did u hit a wall Zach : angry at myself I should of met her and help her Dad : u had to work and u didn't know why she wanted to meet Zach : mhm Mom : dose it hurt Zach : no I cant feel a thing Dad : how Zach : don't know Mom : do u need anything Zach : no Just some rest Mom : go rest then Zach : I will night love u
I walk to my room getting unchanged and getting in bed
