I am loving my life at the moment. the love i have for my family and boyfriend is a never ending love, the mean alot to me and i would pick them over anything, any day of my life. The first day i went to hang with him was a big challenge for me, my heart was beating so fast i thought it might just bust through my chest. But the more time we spent together the move my fast beating heart slowed and it was not to big a problem, i was a little shy but got over it. He showed me that i could be myself around him and not a fake like i had to when around others and i am glad he brought me outta my shell and i can just be me. Now nine months later i am super glad he is still with me and stuck it out, even when there were times that i acted like a straight b***h or an a**hole, and i really love him for it. Mostly proud that i to this day can still call him my friend, man, lover and maybe future Husband....... But for now this is how i am living life in the moment.... ;)
