Sweetener | Judd Birch

7 | you're driving me wild

[slight smut ahead.]

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"You're driving me wild. . ." Judd purrs seductively and my breathing hitches as his lips crashed onto mine. His words making me melt under him.

I breathed in and watched as this moment laced itself into something not quite there, like a dream fraying onto its edges and my heart felt as if it were about to burst from my chest.

The sudden humidity of the night clung onto our skins like parasites, bodies pressed against each other uncomfortably at the back seat of the car, so close and so intimate while I ran my fingers through his dark locks-- his hand finding its way under my dress, the other gripped onto my hips and our lips locked onto one other, his tongue dominating mine.

A sudden sound of the phone ringing slices through our moment, startling us as we pull apart with a string of saliva connected between our lips. RING RING. I stared into his green orbs as he hovered above me, his eyes peering back onto mine for a few seconds before a smirk plasters his lips.

He detached himself from me and I silently whined to myself at the sudden emptiness. RING RING. "You should go get that." He murmurs, wiping some saliva away from his mouth as he sat upright next to me.

I reach out towards the front passenger seat of the car and shakily grabbed ahold of my phone before answering it. How did we even end up in the back seat? That moment happened way too fast.

Tallulah was calling.

"H-Hello?" I managed to choke out, my mind still not recovering from the moments that happened beforehand. Judd had suddenly began flicking through his phone as if nothing happened. His hair in a tousled mess from my touch.

"Shit, (Y/n)! I'm so sorry for not calling you earlier! You okay? What happened between you and Rob?" Tallulah says, I blinked, feeling a bit saddened at the mention of him. Reality immediately slapped me in the face.

Geez (Y/n), you just broke up with Rob and now you're all over Judd? What a whore. I thought harshly to myself.

Nausea spilled out to infect the room, shifting into guilt which teased and scratched at my exposed skin. I bit my lip, to prevent myself from getting emotional, my gaze averts to Judd who looked at me worryingly.

"I-I broke up with Rob when I was at Lee's, he was really upset.. . . A l-lot happened and w-w-w-wait-- it's like 4 am, what're you doing up so late?" I wondered, chewing at my lip anxiously.

"Insomnia's a bitch. Anyways I had to call to make sure you were okay--" she explains and my heart warmed up at her kind words. "--so talk to me, (Y/N)"

"I-I don't feel like talking about it at the m-moment, Tallulah, I don't really know how I feel. Ugh I'm such a mess and I feel so shit." I groan, head in hands. "I'll talk to you at school tomorrow. I'll tell you everything."

" Aw (Y/n), I'm so sorry to hear that. You go get some rest okay? Goodnight."

My frown slowly turns into a small smile.
"You too, goodnight."

I laid my head in hands, frustratingly. What happened with Judd was amazing and I would never want to take that back but I just got out of a relationship for goodness sake! Am I slut for doing this?

"J-Judd I'm so sorry, I-I t-think what I did was so wrong and way too soon. " His jaw clenches and his eyes softened. "I just g-got out of a relationship a-and I think I need a b-break. I'm sorry." I murmur, not wanting to meet his gaze. This guilty feeling was unbearable, I never wanted to hurt Judd's feelings, I truly did like him. Lovesick to say the least but perhaps it's too soon.

Judd shakes his head before climbing out of the car, shutting the door harshly before sliding into the drivers seat. I flinched, my heart shattering, afraid that he might not want me. I briskly got out to move into the passenger seat.

"Shit (Y/n). . . You really made me feel things, with your perfect fucking face and lips and personality and don't get me started on your body. I could go on and on about you." He mutters, words were spilling out of his lips and I couldn't form them, felt as if it's swivelling around like a hurricane. It took me a moment for me to comprehend the words.

I bit my lip hard, the taste of blood floods my mouth and my heart ached at his sad words. "I like you too Judd. You're perfect." I breath out.

He exhales loudly. "You're lucky, (Y/n), I don't do this to anyone but-" I shift my gaze towards him. "-I'm willing to wait for you until you're ready to date again. But if a motherfucker tries to get you before me, I'll kill them."

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[ Author's notes;
lololol ya gurls a bit of a ho and cannot commit to any relationships,, I honestly get so bored of being w/ one guy and have the urges to drift off to another, but MC in here isn't going to be like me,, she'll be a very loyal gal :')

Anyways, ty for 2k reads?!! That's crazy and I never thought I would make it to that?!! Thank you <3 Here's an early update for ya.

***update,, oh and if you're interested in any of my other works, I have published a Marshall Lee x reader short story! Feel free to check it out <3  ]

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