When I'm With You (KevEdd) BoyxBoy

Chapter 1

"Greetings, Kevin! Would you like a flyer for—"

I walked passed him, as if I didn't know who he was. As much as I wanted to, I couldn't. And not only because I had two girls practically hanging onto me from both sides, but because I didn't know what I would say to him.

It's weird. I never liked him. Well, I didn't like Eddy but because I didn't like him I guess that kinda rubbed off on Double-D. But why him. Why? Why? Why?

It all started during our Junior High Dance. Nazz was dancing with the dork, and instead of looking at her I was look at.. him. I don't know what the hell it was about him that drew me to him at the time. He was just some nerd who hung out with those lame-o's. But he was.. different.

I kinda brushed it off for a while, and even know he was still there in the back of my head I didn't pay attention to it in hopes that I would forget about it. But I didn't..

High School came around and that's when it got really bad for me. By the time I was 15, that's when my hormones got crazy as hell and I started noticing things about him that I never would.

Like how he has dimples on both of his cheeks every time he'd smile, and how he'd had a little hint of pink in his cheeks when he laughs. Or the way his nose scrunches when he finds something gross, which I find cute as hell. Or pink and soft his lips looked.. god, what I'd if I could kiss him. And don't even get me started on his collar bone.

By then, I took the initiative and I started to hang out with him as much as I could. I asked for help on my homework and even asked him to give me tutoring lessons. I got to know him so much more and I fell even harder for the kid.

He's everything I think about and I can't take it anymore. But I have no idea on how to tell him, it's killing me.

I slumped on my chair when I got inside my English,"Sigh."

"Hey, dude. You okay? What's with the face?" I turned around to find Nazz looking at me with a concerned look on her face.

"Yeah, man. You're looking sadder than my grandmas ass cheeks." Nazz and I exchanged looks as we both turned to face  Ethan.

"First of all, gross man. I don't wanna know about your grandmas' ass.  And secondly.. I don't know I'm just thinking about stuff."

"Stuff as in a certain gap toothed dork?" He smirked at me.

"Shut up! You know he's like sitting right over there so keep your big mouth shut." I said as I pointed behind me with my thumb.

"Whatever, dude. So— you gonna tell him soon? You've been crushing on that kid for like a year now."

"Yeah.. I am."

"Woah!" They said in unison.

"I honestly thought you'd come with some lame ass excuse again. But what's with the sudden jump?" Nazz leaned over to me.

"I don't know, I just think it's like time I tell him, you know? I just don't know how without being weird."

"Just be yourself! As long as you be honest and don't be a douche." Ethan laughed as I slapped him on his shoulder,"OWIEEE."

"You'll be fine, Kevin! I know it.." Nazz smiled at me warmly.

"Thanks, Nazz. I really need the encouragement. Never thought I'd end up falling for the smart one of the Ed's.. which is why I'm so nervous."

"I'm pretty sure he likes you too." Ethan butted in, saying that with a weirdly amount of certainty.

"Are you sure?"

"Oh.. I'm sure. But like Nazz here said, be cool and don't get too nervous or you'll fuck it up. Cuz you're a real wreck when you're nervous, man."

"Whatever—." All of the sudden the bell rang. Thank god, we weren't doing shit in that class.

I hurriedly made my way through the students, hoping I didn't loose sight of that black beanie. In doing so, I kept on keeping of ways in telling him. But I still had nothing! How the hell do you tell a genius like him that you have the hots for him without sounding weird about it.

I was so deep in thought that I ended up actually losing him. I grunted, punching the locker to my side, making some random girl jump and run.

I felt an arm snake around my shoulder,"Looks like you lost him, dude."

"Yeah, no shit, Ethan. Thanks for letting me know."

He chuckled briefly,"Woah, don't get pissy now. You'll find him. He has Calculus next period. Just go that way and then turn the corner and you'll bump into him!"

I sighed,"Okay, I will. Thanks." I dashed off before Ethan could say anything else and made my way to my destination.

Be cool, man. Don't say anything weird, don't stutter. Be forward! He might like that.

I caught a glimpse of him and before he could jump into his class I quickly grabbed him by the arm and pulled him aside.

"Oh, Kevin. How may I assist you?"

God, he has no idea how cute he looks when he talks that.

"So, Double-D.. I um.. was thinking if you'd.. you know.. like to uhh.." Shit! I was stuttering.

"Kevin, are you alright? You seem to be having hyperpigmentation in your cheeks."

"Huh?! Fuck. Uh. See ya later, dork!" I ran off, my face was heating up like crazy.

You screwed up, dude! Face it, he's gonna think YOURE a dork now.

I ran into on the bathroom and turned on one of the sinks. I splashed some of the water onto my face, breathing heavily.

"Fuck, fuck! Why did I get so nervous? The hell is he doing to me? Fuck this, I gotta to this someway where I don't have to look at his dorky face." I pulled out my notebook, ripped out a page and wrote down;

Dork. Let's meet up this Saturday at 8. There's something I gotta tell you. DONT try to back out or I'll pound ya.
—Kevin

I folded the paper up and went to his locker. Luckily I knew where it was so I didn't have to follow him to it so I can slip the note into his locker.

It was probably the lamest way to ask someone out. But I didn't know how else to tell him without having to look him in the face! Every time I look at him, I get all bubbly inside and I feel like I'm gonna explode.

I just hope he'll actually want to go out.

Now I gotta think about how I'm gonna tell him what's up. Dammit.

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Well I hope you liked it!! This story will mostly be in Kevin's POV but I might throw in some of Edds POV sometime :) I really wanted to use the note concept because I think it's really cute!! <3

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