Song of the chapter: Belive in me - Demi Lovato
Chapter 1
Worthless. Lonliness. Ugly. Invisible.
Simple vocabularies with deep, terrifying meanings.
Worthless; the worst felling among all. We fear it so badly, yet -almost- more than 40% (a number I made up in my mind) feel it. Feeling that they're worthless and cause self depression to themselves.
Feeling that you're not worth what you've got or being who you are! Many teens self-harm because of depression and feeling worthless. And underline the word depression, because it's what most people are feeling nowadays.
Lonliness; we all fear dying lonely or living most stages of our lives alone (which sucks to be honest). It's not that kind of fear that you live with no one with you.
It's the fear of living throughout your life without being heard, without having a shoulder to cry on.
In my honest opinion, it's the feeling of facing the whole world alone. It's a game where the lion eats the rabbit alive. And that's when it hits you like a lightining strike what exactly it feels like to be alone.
Ugly and Invisible; we all have insecurities about ourselves, and the most common ones these days are being ugly and invisible. We fear being unheard. We fear not being good enough to impress this messed up society. That our opinions don't matter, that whatever we say turns into air like it's never been said. As if disappearing from the face of Earth wouldn't make much difference.
But t the end of the day, we look back at ourselves and think 'Why do we do that to ourselves? Our thoughts are the ones killing us!'
We've got the right to fight, t5o stand up for ourselves, to be heard.
A mirror can lie; it never really shows what's inside our hearts. Why do we let 'litterally' worthless people get to the inner us? There's much more of this life worth living for! It's amazing what we could hide, just by puttin' on a smile...
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Excuse the typos!
It's 3 a.m here so yeah!
I hope you enjoyed? I want your honest thoughts people. Sorry if the topic is a bit touchy, but that's our reality and yeah love y'all lots!
Stay beautiful! Muah Xx
~Marina ♥
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Reckless.
Non-FictionJust a simple idea of a book popped in my mind tells us to keep on loving ourselves and fight for life! P.S. Sorry that sounds so cheesy, but don't judge a book by it's cover soooo >.<
