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Don't you hate it when someone older or with more power just takes things for granted? They expect people to put their head down and listen. Stay quiet. Silently take in whatever bullshit they say and not react. Well, fuck them and their stupid expectations. I am so done. So so so fucking done. I think people have said this enough times but I guess not everyone got the memo, so I'll say it again. 

RESPECT IS FUCKING EARNED.

If you think you deserve respect then learn to treat others with respect, too. I don't care if you are my mother, father, grandfather, boss, professor, OR ANYONE. Respect me and I'll respect you. Can't make it simpler than that.

I guess you could call me weak because I get so easily affected. But there is nothing I can do. Stupidity and bad manners just bothers me. Nothing gets to me more than people who lack basic human decency. As cringey as this may sound, you really don't know me and you don't know my story. Maybe me doing something wrong happened for a reason. I don't have to fucking give you an explanation. If my boss/professor doesn't owe me an explanation for their absence, I definitely don't owe them one either. 

Fuck it. I'll get straight to the point. I am pissed off at my professors. I missed two midterms and a quiz. Before the midterms I fucking had 103 degree fahrenheit fever and on the day of my quiz I was cramping like crazy. APPARENTLY SICKNESS ISN'T A GOOD ENOUGH REASON TO BE ABSENT. UMM EXCUSE ME BITCH WHAT. 

I want nothing more than these stupid male pigs to magically grow a uterus and experience periods for the first time. Its like they were never in our shoes? I don't know. Did they fucking skip everything and go straight to being teachers? 

Look, my main point of this rant was supposed to be respect but a rant isn't a rant if you don't sway away from the main point. Education isn't something anyone should take lightly. I don't take it lightly. I am no genius. I don't have the best grades. But it does not mean I am not a serious student. I care. I care about what I learn. I care about sitting for tests. I care about it all. I missed it which means a huge chunk of my grades are gone. The world we live in demands presentable transcripts and educators should know that better than anyone else. But how are they the ones with no heart and no will to even try to help us be our best selves. 

I honestly consider myself to be the unluckiest piece of shit. I had to get sick before exams. I had to be late to 3 consecutive classes of the same professor who fucking hates tardiness. And its not even like I got out late those 3 days. On all those days, there was at least one stupid driver who decided to something utterly stupid and screw up my life. 

It sucks. All of it sucks.

I just feel an educator should be the most understanding person on this planet. Our lives kinda depend on it. I know they can't spoon feed us and baby us. That is not what I expect from them. But there has to be something. Don't be an A grade asshole. If a professor tells me I can drop the course or abide by his rules like a fucking bitch I have no reason to respect him. I would much rather have a nice person give me an F than a scumbag give me an A. I will always still have more respect for the person who tried but circumstances led him to not change ways just for me. I would never ask them to do that. For my own sake I will obviously try my best to make life easier for me. If they say no its okay. But be decent about it. Just don't be an asshole. I don't expect them to change the rules just for me. That would be totally unfair. For fucks sake just speak to me like I am just a human who makes mistakes every now and then.

I respect those who care. I respect those who have strong ethics and morals. I respect those who know how to speak to others. I respect those who show me AND others respect, no matter age, sex, religion, sexual orientation, nationality, whatever. 

I'll only respect you if you are worthy of it. Keep your shitty attitude and you'll die the day I graduate cause I will fucking strangle you absolute dickwad.