Finding Someone to love

chapter 29

A month later

What happened last month with Eric choking me I'm really thinking about calling the wedding off, I know he apologized but I don't feel it was sincere. I think I need some time to focus on me.

Hey babe. Eric said tryna kiss me I moved away

Angel how many times do I have to say I'm sorry for grabbing you. Eric said looking in my eyes

Eric when you grabbed me i thought about that night when Pac grabbed me, and i told myself that i wasn't gonna let it happen again, I know you love me and I love you too but I'm 21 I  just don't think I'm ready for marriage. I said while tears fell down

ANGEL I FUCKING LOVE YOU, I JUST TOLD YOU I WAS SORRY AND WHAT YOU DO CALL OFF THE WEDDING, BABE LET ME SHOW YOU I CHANGED. Eric yelled

ERIC STOP OK NOTHING YOU CAN DO OR SAY TO MAKE ME CHANGE MY MIND, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, YOU TAUGHT ME LOVE AND PATIENCE A FRIEND I COULD NEVER REPLACE, BUT I CAN'T BE IN THIS TOXIC RELATIONSHIP. I yelled

OK FINE YOU WANT TO QUIT ON US THEN FINE PACK YOUR SHIT AND LEAVE. He yelled walking away

I just sat there and cried I feel like I'm making a good decision, but then I don't want to loose him.

Cube

CUBE WHAT DID YOU DO?. Adrian asked walking in the living room

What you mean?. I asked

BABE YOU KILLED DOC, WHY DID YOU DO THAT ?. She asked

Babe I thought of the perfect way so we could never see him again, besides I didn't pull the trigger. I said watching tv

DUH DUMBASS IF YOU WAS THERE IT DOESN'T MATTER YOU STILL TOLD THAT PERSON TO SHOOT DOC. LOOK ALL I'M SAYING IS IF THEY FIND HIS BODY YOU'RE GOING TO JAIL AND I DON'T WANT YOU TO. Adrian yelled soon someone knocked on the door

SEE IT'S THE COPS TOLD YOU. Adrian said panicking

Chill it's just Angel. I said opening the door

Hey guys I'm sorry to bother you, but can I stay here for a little while. Angel said crying

OH THE FUCK NO WHO MESSED WITH MY BESTFRIEND. Adrian yelled

Nothing happened, I broke up with Eric. Angel said crying

Um I didn't say you could stay but.... I mumbled

Cube shut the hell up. Adrian said bumping past me

Angel what happened. She continued

Last month Eric and I got into this argument about Crystal, and he got so mad and choked me. So today I broke up with him because I couldn't take it. Angel said

I'M ABOUT TO KILL THIS NIGGA. I said grabbing my gun

CUBE JUST SIT DOWN. Adrian yelled

Angel why did you break up with him the day before the wedding?. Adrian

Because I didn't want to break his heart at the alter. Angel said

Ok how about tomorrow you and me go to the mall so you can keep your mind off of him. Adrian said

Where is my nephew's?. I asked

They're with mom. Angel said

The next day

Angel

ADRIAN ARE YOU READY YET?. I asked waiting for her to come downstairs

Yeah I'm really let's go. Adrian said wearing this cute Outfit

Um I thought we was going to the mall?. I asked confused

We are. She said putting on lipstick in the mirror

Oh I couldn't tell how you was dress girl you look like you got your freak um dress on. I said laughing

Yeah and I'm going to the club later on. She said grabbing her keys

When we got to the mall it was packed, and now I'm mad because I have to stand in this long ass line.

ANGEL COME HERE LOOK AT THIS DOPE ASS DRESS. Adrian shouted

It's cute but don't you think it's too much?. I asked looking at the dress

Girl no it's time for you to get a new man. She said

Yeah but it's only been a day. I said

I know but girl men are like buses, once that bus is over, it's time to get a new one. Adrian said walking away

While I saw this cute Outfit I look over and I see my ex boyfriend Tyrone, he was the perfect guy until he slept with my cousin, but I think I'm willing to forgive him.

Hey stranger. I said tapping him

Hey Angel long time no see, how you been I heard you got a child. He said hugging me

Yeah I got three and one on the way, what are you doing in Compton?. I asked

Oh I decided to move here after my dad passed. He said

Oh I'm so sorry for your loss. I said

It's ok , so are you single, engaged, married?. He asked

I'm single, how about you come over for dinner. I said

Ok cool see you later. He said walking away

Um Angel who was that?. Adrian said scaring me

Girl don't scare me like that and if you  must know he's my ex. I said smiling

I hope you not getting back together with him?. She asked

Why not?. Iasked

Because you need something new, not old and played out like him. Adrian said

Hey he's still cute, and exactly what I need, you know I realize is that Eric was my medicine for my addiction, but I need something better I will always love him, but he's not the right man for me. I said walking away

Ok that was chapter twenty nine I hope ya'll liked it. See ya'll soon.