Hush (8) Forgiveness

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I know this is short and you guys deserve alot more after the long break of not writing. But i couldn't. i felt so disappointed in it for some reason and managed to get writers block but i'm finally getting ideas and i can't wait to write more soon!!!

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2 weeks, 3 days ago was the last time I heard from Harry.

After our little make-out session I awkwardly put my clothes back on from the dryer and muttered a goodbye.

I haven’t received a text or message from him.

What I have been receiving were love notes and different kinds of flowers from Jason ranging from lilacs, roses, daisies’, orchids and many more.

They seem so sweet, everything Jason used to be. I don’t know what has happened but something switched in his mind. Chasity doesn’t know he has been sending me flowers and notes, I don’t want her to freak out and call the police.

Maybe I could help him.

Harry was a mistake.

He has to be….

“If he was a mistake then explain the fireworks”

THANKYOU BRAIN. YOU DON’T THINK I REALISED!

A burn rushed into my cheeks, as memories of kissing Harry flashed through my mind once again.

“Arghhhh”

I flop down on the worn grey couch, shoving a weird florescent pillow on my face, covering the scream.

The pillow was wrenched from my grip.

Jason

“Trying to kill your-self love?” 

Rolling my eyes i sat up from the couch, pulling my pony to the side, playing with the ends as Jason made his way awkwardly around the couch to be by my side.

“How did you get inside” My eyes flickered to him as he flashed a cheeky green, those wild green eyes full of life for once.

“You kind of left your door unlocked, i did knock, but i think you were too busy screaming.” I gave a quick nod as i felt the awkward tension rising by the second.

“Look-

“Look-

We both begun.

“You go first” i quietly mumble as i fiddle with my hands in my lap.

“I shouldn’t have acted the way i did, i regret hurting you, I’m so messed up Rainbow” A hear a soft sigh.

Hearing that nickname again shocked me, I haven’t heard it in months. I took that moment to properly look at him.

He seemed to have lost a little weight but besides that he wore pastel blue single (A/N the loose guy ones!! I don’t know what they are called!! <3) and a pair of navy blue jeans.

“I just- you changed Jace. You really hurt me-“

“I know! I hate myself for it. I know you are starting to move on but i just thought maybe,.... if i,... i don’t know” His hands went to clutch the back hair as he stood up, keeping his back facing away from me.

What was i going to do? I’m caught in between someone I’ve always loved, with someone I’m beginning to love.

AM I CURSED!??!?!?

Cursing at myself, i push down on the couch to stand up. I reach out to touch Jason’s shoulder.

“Look, I’ll consider this ... us i mean. Just prove you have changed”.

Jace turned towards me so fast i stumbled and gripped onto the front of his singlet.

“Don’t you smirk like that Jason, i know what you are thinking” I heard a small chuckled as i laughed along with him.

 We stood like that for at least a minute or two just staring at each other, i tried to figure out his emotions through his eyes.

My ears detected faint movement from behide me wear the front door was. I watched as Jason burrowed his eyebrows together as he quickly glanced from me to the door afew times.

“Whaaa” I began to toward my head but strong muscular fingers gripped my chin and pulled me towards another sets of lips, completely erasing the memory of something/someone behide me.

I felt the passion as Jason kissed me, i was feeling as if i was locked in a room full of candy. I melted into the kiss, as my arms wrapped around his neck and warm hands settled on my waist drawing me in closer.

I was lost in my own world but i felt a pang i can’t describe.

We broke apart as the door slammed shut. Jason’s hair was messy, his lips covered in a small amounts of lipgloss, eyes dilated in lust.

“Woah Rein”

I was in shock. My heart raced a mile a minute and all i could think about was Harrys lips compared to his.

What have i done?

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