Aianime Fan fiction!!

Chapter 5

"We need you to help us bring him down." Todoroki states his voice monotone.  I feel the blood leave my face. I look down at my feet clenching my fist tightly.

"I'm sorry, Todoroki" I say "But I can't help you" He look's shocked as do the other's. I don't meet any of there eye's. "I'm sorry I really am but I just.... I can't go through that again. Last time I almost didn't make it" I feel everyone's eye's on me. I take a deep breath. "I-I'm going for a walk." I whisper so quietly I don't think they heard it. "I need to clear my head. I'm sorry that I can't help you" I brush past Todoroki and walk out the door not looking back as I walk to the forest near the house. I breath in the crisp afternoon air and try to clear my head of all the dark thought's that are surfacing. All the people I lost, all the people I couldn't save... Because of my quirk. Because I wasn't strong enough. Because I wasn't brave enough to use it when they needed it most. I feel my anger start to surface. The anger that I feel towards Shigaraki, Towards my mom for giving me this quirk, but most of all... the anger I feel towards myself for being weak. For not trying harder. I clench my fist and swing at the closest thing to me. My fist collides with a tree trunk and I feel the skin of my fist break. I look at the blood running down my arm and feel my anger wash away and all I can feel is sadness. I feel it hitting me in big strong waves each one crashing into me at full power. I feel tears form in my eye's and spill over onto my cheek's and they warm my cheeks from the cold air slapping at my cheek's. I fall to my knee's and wrap my arm's around myself trying to stop myself from shaking every time a sob rips from my body. Then I hear a voice calling out my name.

"Dawn?" Come's Mikayla's voice from the wood's. "Dawn I know your around here somewhere this is where you always come when your upset. D-" Then I hear her footstep's stop as she spot's me. I look up at her tears staining my face and she immediately wrap's me in a tight hug. I bury my face in her shoulder and just let the tears fall. She doesn't say anything. She just rubs my back in small circles and holds me tightly letting me cry. I finally start to calm down after about 15 minutes. Now the sobs that were shaking my body are dulling down and I take in shaky breath after shaky breath calming myself. I want nothing more then to just fall asleep right there. But I know I can't. I take one more breath this one considerably less shaky and Mikayla cups my face with her hands and wipe's away the tear's that still remain on my face.

"Your pretty" She comments. I snort.

"Bull" I sniff. "I look like shit right now" I wipe my eye and she hug's me again.

"You wanna talk about it?" She ask's. I shake my head.

"I'm sorry but that isn't something I'm ready to talk about yet" She nod's and kisses my forehead. 

"We should head back the other's are worried about you" I nod and she help's me to my feet. We walk back to the house in silence and she never let's go of my hand.

"So what are you going to do?" She ask's me when we get close to the house. "I know that your having second thought's about not fighting." I sigh.

"I don't know" I respond. "I know that they need me but I don't know if I'm strong enough to help them..." I shake my head. "It's not that I don't want to.... It's that I'm scared to" Mikayla stops walking and I turn back to her.

"Dawn what have you always told me?" I think for a minute. "'Don't be afraid of your fear's. The're not there to scare you. The're there to let you know that something is worth it.' You would always tell me that when I was terrified of anything. Well it's time that you start telling yourself that" I just stare at her surprised. I never thought that she would remember that or that she would be telling me the exact same thing. I look at my hands. But she's right. Yes I'm scared but that just means that I have something to fight for. I clench my fist and look back at her.

"Your right" I state "I need to do this. Even if I'm scared." She smiles at me. "Thank you" She nod's and take's my hand again tighter this time and we make our way back to the house.

Mikayla POV...

"You find her?" Come's a gruff voice from behind me. I turn and see Bakugo standing behind me.

"She's in the living room with the other's I'm just grabbing a few drink's" I respond turning back to the fridge to grab a couple of soda's. "You want one?" He shake's his head. Then I notice that he's a lot more fidgety then they portray him in the anime. "You OK?" He look's surprised but nod's. I shrug and pin his restlessness on nerve's. We walk back into the living room and see Dawn showing Todoroki some of our BNHA cosplay's on her phone. He look's surprised that we even knew they existed.Dawn see's me and tell's them all to sit down. She sigh's and goes in front of us.

"I'll fight" She states bluntly. "But! They come with us" She states motioning to the rest of us. "They have been with me through a lot and I refuse to leave them" Todoroki look's like he want's to protest but Deku put's his hand on his arm and gives him a look.

"Dawn we can't bring all of them." He states. "At the most we can bring 5 maybe 6 are you OK with that?" We all look to Dawn and she nod's. "Good pick you 6 and be ready by tomorrow morning at 9" She nod's and the 4 of them get to there feet and hug her tightly. Then they leave. Like they were never here. She sigh's and turns back to us.

"Do you want to know now or should I wait until later?" She asks.

"Now please" Brie respond for all of us. Dawn nods.

"Mikayla ,Tristan, Portal, Sparky, Brie, and Mira" She list's. "Are you all OK with that?" We all nod. "Good we should start packing and maybe we should do a Live to let our fan's know that we will be gone for a while so they don't worry." We all nod. "OK then. Let's do this."