Into the Wild (Sam Wilkinson)

Chapter Two

Chapter Two 

Once again the room fell quiet with all eyes on Cameron and I. We both chuckled a bit as I crawled over to where Sammy was sitting. His eyes widened as I straddled on his lap. As silly as this game was, I wasn’t upset. I always wondered what kind of kisser Sammy was. Obviously I could never find out because Cameron, but this is a game and I refuse to back down.

“Okay, go!” Dillon shouted.

As we both started leaning into the kiss I couldn’t help but stare into his beautiful hazel eyes. They weren’t dark brown like mine and they weren’t too light, they were perfect. I couldn’t break my gaze from his eyes. He was staring right back at me sending chills through my entire body. Seconds before our lips crashed I closed my eyes taking a deep breath.

His lips fell to mine as I let out a huge sigh. I felt the butterflies flutter in my stomach as my heartbeat quickened. What was happening to me? Sam kept one hand on my face as the other traveled down to my waist. He gripped my waist harder as he deepened the kiss. I let my hands make their way around his neck and begin running them through his hair. His hair is so soft you don’t ever want to stop playing with it.

Sammy and I always had a flirty relationship with each other, but I never expected that if we kissed it would be like this. This felt like fireworks on the fourth of July or a kid who just stepped in a candy store for the first time.

Our lips continued to move in perfect synchronization as the guys were nearing thirty seconds with their countdown. As they reached thirty seconds Sammy broke the kiss and stared down at me. I couldn’t help but stare back but quickly pulled myself together and crawled back to my spot between Gilinsky and Cameron.

I looked towards Cameron to give him a reassuring smile… Or maybe the reassuring was for me, I’m not really sure. He looked back at me with a huge smile while wrapping his arm around my shoulder bringing me closer to him. I smiled as he did this, but not before I peeked at Sam seeing how flustered he was. He caught me looking at him, but neither of us could look away.

I honestly had no idea what was going on. I’ve never felt this way kissing a boy other than Cameron before. But even that kiss felt different than when Cameron and I kiss. It felt… needed. It felt like I never wanted to separate my lips from his. And if I did then I would start suffocating. It felt like my life depended on that kiss. I wanted to kiss him again and again and again.

How could I be feeling like this while I’m wrapped up in Cameron’s arms? What kind of girlfriend was I? That’s when I felt him shake me from his laughter. I didn’t realize the game was still going on. I was so lost in my own thoughts.

I had to stop thinking like this. Cameron is my boyfriend. He’s the guy I want to be with forever, no one else. I quickly put all the thoughts to the back of my head and got back into the game.

A few more rounds continued until everyone started yawning because they were ready for bed. I was in the process of giving everyone a goodnight hug until I reached Sam. Fuck he made me so nervous. I leaned in to give him a hug and before I could say goodnight he whispered, “We need to talk about that kiss. I know you felt something too.”

I stared at him trying not to give anything away, but he was right and the last thing I would ever want to do is lie to him. Just as I was about to respond Cameron came walking over.

“I’m going in the room to shower babe, I’ll meet you there.” He planted a kiss on my head and began walking away.

“I just have to say goodnight to Gilinsky. Wait for me please?” I said with puppy dog eyes. I knew if I made him feel guilty he would stay and I really wanted to avoid this conversation with Sam.