bianca -1:27 am-
"im being serious." i say with a laugh. jack smiles and shakes his head.
"let me get this straight. when you were 13, you stole derek's car, to meet up with a guy. who was dereks friend but you didnt know?" he asks. i nod
"i pulled up to his house and him and derek were sitting out side on the drive way." i say
"did derek know it was you?" he asks. i nod
"his friend showed him a picture of me. derek was pissed." i say
"so ever since that day, he just refused to let you hang out with his friends?" he asks.
"pretty much." i nod, taking a drink of my water.
"damn." he says. i nod
"you know, hed probably kill both of us right now if he came out here." i say. gilinsky nods
"probably." he says.
"so do you live with derek or are you visiting?" he asks
"i live in valencia still. i come down to visit him and delaney." i say. he nods
"its not that long of a drive but, i like to stay for a while without driving back and forth." i say. he nods again
"why dont you move out to LA?" he asks. i shrug
"not much for me here." i say. he nods again. we sit in a comfortable silence until i hear someone clear their throat. i jump and turn around. brielle stands there with a smile.
"what are you doing?" she asks
"you scared the shit out of me." i whisper. she laughs
"i thought i was gonna die." gilinsky says. she shakes her head with a smile.
"did you think i was derek?" she asks. we both nod.
"dont worry. hes out cold." she says. i nod.
"i did see jack in the living room so i figured he was with you." she says.
"anyways, maybe go in your room? dont do anything. but its probably safer for both of you." she says. i nod with a laugh. she smiles and then winks.
"use protection." she whispers and then walks back inside. i roll my eyes and gilinsky laughs.
"i think she right though." he says. i nod. we both get up and grab our stuff and quietly make our way back into the house. we tip toe upstairs and to my room. gilinsky sits on my desk chair and i close the door and then lay down on the bed.
"you can lay on the bed." i say. he gets up and lays down a few inches away from me. we sit in silence and just as im dosing off, gilinsky speaks.
"tell me about yourself, luh." he says. i laugh softly
"not much to know." say
"oh come on. whats your story? tell me something insane that you did as a 3rd grader or something." he says.
"well. my full name is bianca noel luh. im 20. my birthday is on halloween-"
"see, thats interesting." he says. i laugh
"i used to dance in like, freshman year. but i quit because i got really lazy. i havent had a serious relationship in over a year and a half." i say
'did derek not like the dude?" he asks
"no actually he really liked him. but everytime my ex and i would hang out, it was like they were hanging out instead." i say.
"ah." he nods.
"insane thing i did in 3rd grade was pin this boy i liked against the wall and kissed his cheek. i got suspended for two days." i say. he laughs
"so you just pin guys you like against the wall and kiss them?" he asks
"no. he just wouldnt let me kiss his cheek and all my friends were picking on me and so i pinned him against the wall and kissed his cheek. junior year he came out as gay." i say. gilinsky laughs
"i wonder why." he jokes. i smack his chest playfully. i sit up and face him
"so since, the last dude you dated, have you not found the right one?" he asks. i laugh softly
"why do you ask so many questions about that?" i ask. he shrugs.
"the guys that i've been with–i say guys like there was multiple–the guy i was with, was really verbally abusive. he was derek's friend. which is just another reason as to why he didn't want me meeting you guys." i say.
"you seem to have a thing for derek's friends don't you?" he jokes. i laugh softly.
"it seems like it." i say.
"you think derek would kill me if i touched you?" he asks after a few seconds of silence.
"maybe just a slight torture. but that's only if he finds out." i say. he nods.
"why?" i ask.
"i'm contemplating whether or not i should make a move right now and possibly get killed. or hugs high five you." he says. i laugh.
"depends on the move." i smile.
"i don't wanna do anything because i don't wanna die." he says.
"then i'll save your life and make the first move i guess." i move so i'm sitting on his torso. he smiles
"so then we basically agree that you made the first move?" he asks. i nod. he nods.
"great so then what i'm about to do next, was provoked by your move." he says. next thing i know, his hand is on my cheek and he's guiding me down. right as our lips are about to connect, there's a knock. i jerk away and get off Jack and sit next to him. the door opens and brielle smiles at me.
"derek is awake and asked where Jack is. i told him in the bathroom so you might want to come downstairs." she tells him. he nods. she walks out. i run my hand through my hair.
"derek might kill you if you don't go downstairs." i say. he laughs and nods. he then gets off my bed, grabbing his phone.
"we need to actually hang out sometime." he says. i nod with a smile.
"yea." i say softly. he smiles and then opens the door, walking out and closing it. i bite my lip and lay back. so close, yet so far.
