bts angsts

yoongi- wrong

-Y/n calling-

I let out a sigh as i wait for that utterly annoying voice device inside my phone. Telling me that he's unavailable.

I'm sorry, but the number you have dialed is not in contact. Please leave a voice mail

I pressed the voice mail button like ive always did for the past 3 months now.

"Hey honey, where are you? Please come back home now. I miss you"

I pressed the send button as my head fell back to the softness of the couch. Enduring the pain that i have been hiding from him.

"Where is he?" I kept repeating to my head that he's not hiding something from me. But it never really works.

-y/n-

Yoongi? Honey where are you?
Seen

I pressed the send button once again and waited until i get 'seen zoned' like i always do.

"Why does he ignore me?" I let out a frustrated sigh as i whimper. I hate it. I hate this.

I never wanted this. Yoongi has been ignoring me. He was always so demanding. He barely even has time for me.

One time, he came home with a girl. Which i purposely thought was a friend until they started making out.

Eventually, i forgived him. But it never stopped. Once a week i would see girl's shoes or lipstick around the house.

Which is definitely not mine.

I just wanted the old yoongi back. With those loving eyes and gummy smile.

Yoongi's pov

I looked at y/n's messages as she annoys me. She had been contacting me for an hour now. such a pathetic girl. I threw my phone to the nightstand as i hear a muffled sounds near me.

"Yoongi?" My girl friend, se un said while tilting her head to me and opening her eyes a little bit. She looked so beautiful.

"Jagiya~" i went up to her and hugged her tightly. The way i could feel her lips in my neck was so irresistible.

"Yoongi, when are you breaking up with her?" She drew cresents to my chest which made me chuckle

"Tomorrow when i get home. I want to spend time with you more jagi." She blushed while smiling.

Y/n's pov

I woke up in the bed while turning to the side to meet no one. Yoongi didn't come home today. That's why i am so disappointed.

I went down to the kitchen after washing my face and cleaning the bed.

I'd usually prepare for yoongi, but he'll come home late. Or even never.

The door suddenly barged open revealing yoongi with a distant, yet arrogant face.

"Morning honey you're home!" I went up to him and hugged him. I thought he'll hug back but no. Instead, he pushed me.

"Yoongi honey?" I said as i took little steps towards him.

"What's the matter?" I said while looking at him fully in the eyes.

"Y/n, you're such a great person, but i don't think that we're meant for each other. I have been seeing someone else. And I'm sorry for that. But she makes me feel... feel loved."

I gasped while tears fell through my red cheeks.

"W-what about m-me? I didn't make you feel l-loved?" I stuttered at every word due to the shock.

"I'm sorry. I just... don't love you as much as i love her."

I slapped him. I couldn't take it. He wasn't realizing that he's hurting me more than he was hurting our relationship.

He stood there face turned to the side as he looked at me once again.

"I'm sorry." Its true. He's being real to himself. He loves her more than me. I no longer see the love and happiness in his eyes.

"Y-yoongi- how?" I choked on my tears as he engulfed me to a hug.

"I'm sure you'll find someone better than me." I pressed my head to his chest as i cry out more.

"I-i.. i love you too much. But i still want to be with you yoongi. Please.. even when were over can we just be friends?"

He nodded as i wiped my tears.

If you love him. Let him go.

I kept repeating those words to my head. Thinking that i am choosing the right idea.

Hey you guys there will be a part 2 coming out! (This story) after the hoseok one.