Light in the dark

Panimula

She's my weakness,
He's my strength,
She's my light in my darkness,
He gave me happiness in sadness,

He's all I've got,
She gave me all,
He's my Love of my life,
She's my queen,
He's my king,
But then,
I killed him,
I died for her.
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It was a gloomy night. Bilog na bilog ang bwan at tanging sinag lang nito ang nagbibigay liwanag sa madilim na paligid. Tanging huni ng panggabing hayop at pagkadurog ng mga tuyong dahon na naapakan ang maririnig sa lugar. Yes, creepy but somehow I can't feel any fear, instead I'm at peace. Seems like I belong here.

I continue walking and stop when I'm already infront of this huge mansion . Sa bukana ay puno ng patay na mga rosas. Biglang bumukas ang pinto at walang pagaalinlangan akong pumasok sa loob. May mga pulang kandila ang nakasindi sa paligid ng aking dinaraanan. Sa hindi malamang dahilan ay bigla akong may hawak na itim na rosas habang naglalakad sa aisle.

"Crussia..." I heard someone called my name. Then napatingin ako sa unahan. I saw a man wearing in all white tuxedo while giving me this hand.

"I've been waiting for so long, Mi Amor" he said, Im trying to look at him but its blur.
"S-sino ka?" I stuttered
"Come to me and you'll know." then he showed me his hands. But then I can't move..

Na pabalikwas ako ng bangon mula sa panaginip na iyon. Ilang gabe ng paulit-ulit ko ng na papanaginipan ang bagay na iyon. Pero hindi ko na lang binibigyan ng kahit anong kahulugan. It's seems like I need to maximize watching horrors.

I started preparing my things for school. Well, I'm an orphan. I have to do this on my own. I don't know where are my parents, they left me at the orphanage when I was still an infant. Sa mga madre na din ako lumaki, I live there until I reach the legal age. The orphanage gave me enough money so I can start my life outside the shelter.

Kasalukoyan akong nasa soccer field sa ilalim ng malaking puno at nagrereviview para sa exam mamaya. I'm already in my third year in college taking up the course of civil engineering. Actually, parang excuse ko na rin and pag tambay dito since I can freely watch my lovey babi doing his kicks, watching my ultimate crush.

Napatili ako ng makita kong na goal niya yung ball.
Ang galing niya talaga .
"Go Andi!" Tili ko. maraming nanunuod sa banda nila pero wala sa banda ko dahil medyo malayo rito at pinag tatahanan daw ng maligno tung puno which is just a plain stupid rumors.

Tili parin ako ng tili ng biglang may tumalon sa harap ko galing da taas ng punong sinasandalan ko. Halos mahimatay na ako sa gulat.

"Fuck Marqueza!" He wearing his usual attire, black jeans, black boots, black shirt, ang black jacket. He's broad chest blocked my view. I look at the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen in my life, kulay abo iyun na may halong berde at asul.

Walang emosyon siyang nakatingin sakin. Pero halatang bad mood siya at parang kakagising lang.

"Oh, ghad papatayin mo ba Ako sa gulat Voltinier!?" I said while holding my chest .

"Psh!" He's throwing me his cold stares while irritation is evident on his beautiful eyes.
Lumapit siya sakin at umupo sa tabi ko.
"Hoy! Lalaking bato. Alam mo di talaga kita maintindihan. Bigla ang sungit mo tapos biglang para ka namang Ewan." Nakasandal yung uli niya sa balikat ko kaya panay galaw ko sa balikat habang nagsasalita.
"Marquiza, Can you please shut the fuck up? I was awakened because of your annoying chants. And now it's your duty to make me sleep . Shut up or I'll kill you!?"

Ohgesss! He's always like this, death treats, cold and sharp digger stares are his signature. And absolutely typically himself.