When Life Gives You Boring Nights...

Mistake's Consequences

you don't trust me

my promises don't matter

I can't do anything right anymore

I wanted to be together

always

define the word forever

but I guess now that's whatever

I opened up my heart

and let more love slip in

intoxicates

this love was more like a disease

it hit me fast

killed me slow

and now all I know

nothing

because now I feel like you're letting go

of me

I never really loved him

he was a

mistake

I'm trying to hold on to what's left of us

I'm crying as we fade

my dreams are my hell

can you imagine what my life is like

my world is coming to an end

without you by my side

true love

best friend

as I evaluate our conversations

and judge every word you say

I know that you're

lost

and its going to stay that way

you say that you love me

but the spark has left us two

so for the last time I argue

but I've only ever loved you

now it's coming back to me

the feeling of being

alone

but I feel more so than before

now that you've walked out the door

with thousands of tears to come

and long late nights

I will never forget

what felt right

while I reminisce

I lose myself to the night