Rin Won't Know (Yuri)

A Moment of Clarity

**FLASHBACK**

I could still remember when I first realised I was a lesbian. At the time, I was dating this douchebag named Kaito, and I hated it. I was only doing it to try and keep up my parent's 'perfect image' as such. Now back to Kaito. Well, what can I say other than he was a prick, sex obsessed and constantly kept trying to kiss me. Whenever he kissed me, I felt nothing. No 'sparks' as others say is supposed to happen.

I had started distancing myself further and further from Kaito, then around a week later I was offered a job at Crypton, where Luka worked and performed. I would always watch her shows, I was infatuated with her and her songs, I admired her beautiful voice and her songs had always managed to make me feel better, no matter how bad my day had been. I suppose it was almost an obsession.

My parents were just happy I had a job, they didn't exactly care where I worked. For all they care I could've been a stripper. (I'm joking, of course.) It was my first day. I had never been this nervous in my entire life.

I was greeted by a small yellow haired girl, who's name I now know is Kagamine Rin. I can still remember her sweet little voice, and how it stuttered. It was adorable. "H-Hi, you must be Miku." she said, nervously sweating.

"Yup, and who might you be?"

"M-my name is Kagamine Rin, want me to show you around?"

"Yeah, I suppose there'd be no harm in that, thanks Rinny." She blushed at this nickname, which only made her even cuter.

"O-okay, right this way." Rinny said, as she lead me through a tour of the whole place.

It was then that I saw her. The one I had always wanted to meet. Her long pink hair looking as vibrant and colourful as ever. I studied her body up and down, taking in her beauty. Our gazes met, as my stomach fluttered and my knees started to wobble. I looked away, blushing.

I think it was then I just knew, I felt feelings towards her like I had never felt for guys, I realised I had feelings for girls, that other girls would usually have for guys.

I had no idea what it meant at the time, I'd never really thought of myself as a lesbian, and I knew my parents would have never accepted it, because they were homophobic, they never thought it was right for a girl to love another girl, or for a guy to love guys. When I brought my lesbian friend over they told her to immediately get out or I'd be 'tainted' by her.

I was only 'dating' Kaito to make them happy. But in reality I was only lying to myself. I felt no attraction towards guys, but I always found myself staring at cute girls. I was in denial. But when I met Luka it's like I realised, she was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen.

It took three days at Crypton before I could finally work up the courage to talk to her. "H-hi Luka, I really love y-your music, I'm a b-big fan." I said, nervously sweating.

"Really? No-one's ever actually said that to me before, especially not a pretty girl like you." I blushed as she said that, my knees were getting weaker again.

"Y-yes really. I watch all your concerts, music videos and have always wanted to meet you."

"Yeah? Awesome. You're a cool chick, we should hang out some time. See you round blue hair. That reminds me, what is your name? I'm Megurine Luka but I'm pretty sure you already know that."

"I-I'm Hatsune Miku, just call me Miku for short."

"Okay, Miku. See you round." she smiled softly and then walked off.

Soon after we became best friends, but in my heart I knew I wanted more.

**END FLASHBACK**