Random thoughts

A girl in the mirror

I see a girl standing as tall as she could be, yet she feels so small. A girl who has the brightest smile, even for the toughest pain. A girl who loves to see the happiness in others but not herself. A girl who seems fearless but is afraid of every thing. A girl who has lost her courage. A girl that trust to easily and is too naive to see the truth. A girl that keeps everything bottle up, afraid to let it out. A girl who wears her heart on her sleeve but puts up facade of a stone cold wall around her. A girl that sees nothing through her tears when she is alone. A girl that is invisible to everyone. A girl who has low self esteem and cares about what people think. A girl that cant take compliments because she is used to the lies. A girl who hates pity with a passion. A girl who is always there to help anyone but has noone she would go to ask for help. A girl that looks so happy but deep down is like a little broken record playing the same sad song. A girl who is too awkward to talk to. A girl that stresses over the smallest of things. A girl that believes in the unbelievable, a dreamer. A girl what wishes to grow some wings and fly away. A girl that is stuck in the shackles of the judgements and stereotypes. A girl that is plain as could be. A girl that isnt anything special. A girl that wonders why no one likes her. A girl that hears everything that people say about her when she isnt looking. A girl who isnt the smartest nor the prettiest. A girl whose a dead flower amongst the roses. A girl that wishes that she could be stuck in her books, anywhere but where she is. A girl that everyone watches out for because she always looks melancholy. A girl who never sleeps. A girl who comes home to a "picture perfect life." A girl who always sees the worst in things. A girl that pretends to be someone she is not. A girl who just wants to talk to someone that could understand her. A girl who has no talents. A girl who sees nothing but a little girl who misses her father. A girl that sees more flaws in herself than other pepole. A girl who is silent but has the loudest thoughts. A girl who wants to talk but cant get the words out of her mouth. A girl that doesnt want to be a bother or as an annoying pest. A girl that always says that she is fine but really isnt. A girl with humor that noone seems to get. A girl that acts way too mature for her age, even looking like a small child. A girl who may have many good qualities but the bad ones over come the good. A girls that could disappear and never leave a mark.

Through the mirror which I see, that girl. Standing, before me.